Who I Am
Soul Searching: Embracing Identity Amidst Pain
Lyrics
Every night it seems that I think about
Reflecting on thoughts every night, contemplating actions that could have influenced a different outcome.
What I could've done differently
Regret about potential alternative choices in the past.
To make you stay a little while
Wishing for a longer stay, perhaps in a relationship or a moment, to delay separation until death.
Longer least till the day I die
Commitment to a promise that the emotional pain will eventually cease.
I promise that It will end one day
Expressing difficulty in remembering the reason for the emotional hardship.
Why is it so hard to remember?
Pondering the persistent challenge of recollection.
Hard to remember
Reinforcing the difficulty in remembering.
What do I feel inside?
Questioning internal emotions and dealing with a surrounding atmosphere of deceit.
Surrounded by these lies
Acknowledging being surrounded by falsehoods within the mind.
In my mind
Speculating about the duration of internal turmoil.
When will it ever end?
Pondering the persistency of personal challenges.
Why do I keep falling?
Questioning the repetition of emotional setbacks.
Conflicted by the pain
Experiencing inner conflict and pain.
The thoughts inside my brain
Struggling with conflicting thoughts within the mind.
All around
Acknowledging the omnipresence of internal struggles.
Why do I even try?
Doubting the purpose of continued effort.
To figure out who I am
Persisting in the quest to understand one's identity.
Until I find all of my truths inside
Commitment to self-discovery despite uncertainties about the future.
I will never know what lies ahead
Uncertainty about what lies ahead until personal truths are discovered.
For I am lost without you
Feeling lost without a significant other.
Save your breath until tomorrows end
Advising to withhold opinions or comments until a future time.
Why do I feel like I'm the only one;
Questioning one's uniqueness in experiencing a particular feeling.
Who will ever feel this?
Wondering if anyone else will go through similar emotions.
What do I feel inside?
Reiteration of internal emotional turmoil amid deceit.
Surrounded by these lies
Acknowledging the presence of lies surrounding personal emotions.
In my mind
Questioning the duration of internal struggles within the mind.
When will it ever end?
Pondering the end of persistent challenges.
Why do I keep falling?
Reflecting on the repetitive nature of falling into emotional turmoil.
Conflicted by the pain
Experiencing inner conflict and pain reiterated.
The thoughts inside my brain
Struggling with conflicting thoughts within the mind reiterated.
All around
Acknowledging the omnipresence of internal struggles reiterated.
Why do I even try?
Doubting the purpose of continued effort reiterated.
To figure out who I am
Persisting in the quest to understand one's identity reiterated.
What do I feel inside?
Reiteration of internal emotional turmoil amid deceit.
Surrounded by these lies
Acknowledging the presence of lies surrounding personal emotions.
In my mind
Questioning the duration of internal struggles within the mind.
When will it ever end?
Pondering the end of persistent challenges.
Why do I keep falling?
Reflecting on the repetitive nature of falling into emotional turmoil.
Conflicted by the pain
Experiencing inner conflict and pain reiterated.
The thoughts inside my brain
Struggling with conflicting thoughts within the mind reiterated.
All around
Acknowledging the omnipresence of internal struggles reiterated.
Why do I even try?
Doubting the purpose of continued effort reiterated.
To figure out who I am
Persisting in the quest to understand one's identity reiterated.
Why do I keep falling?
Reflecting on the repetitive nature of falling into emotional turmoil without clarity on identity.
To figure out who I am
Persisting in the quest to understand one's identity despite repeated emotional setbacks.
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