Lyrics
You were the first
You were my initial romantic partner or someone significant.
I was the last one
I came into the picture as the final romantic interest or the last person involved.
Without you baby, no I really don't have nun
Without you, I feel like I have nothing substantial.
You were my hellgirl
You were someone who caused distress or chaos in my life.
Like what in the hell girl
Expressing surprise or disbelief at your actions or behavior.
I was angel, now I'm burnin in hell, girl
I used to be good, but now I'm suffering or tormented because of you.
I'm just a fuck up
I acknowledge that I've made mistakes or failed in various ways.
You should know that
You should be aware of my shortcomings or flaws.
But you were the one, I can't control that
Despite my faults, you were the person I couldn't influence or manage.
And I know you're feeling lost in the crowd
Recognizing your feeling of being lost among many others.
Angry at the world cause its breakin you down
You're angry and upset with the world because it's wearing you down.
I've been reaching out to the stars
I've been aspiring for something beyond my reach.
I wanna see you shine
I desire to witness your success and brilliance.
We could leave this little town
We could escape or abandon this small locality together.
Leave it all behind
We could leave everything behind and start anew.
But you don't love the flow
You don't genuinely love who I am, but rather what I can provide financially.
You just love me for dough
Expressing regret about knowing certain things about the situation or the person.
Sometimes wish I didn't know the things I know
I contacted my mother because I won't be returning home.
I just called my momma up on the phone
I'm living recklessly, but the consequences will take longer to affect me.
Cause I ain't makin it home
A momentary excitement or thrill in a fast-moving vehicle.
I'm livin fast but ill die slower baby
Despite the excitement, I feel emotionally numb or detached.
A camera flash
Expressing regret about being aware of certain troubling facts.
In the whip goin crazy
Feeling disconnected or distant from sensations and emotions.
But I can't feel a damn thing baby
Expressing regret about being aware of certain troubling facts.
Sometimes wish I didn't know the things I know
Reiterating the regret about knowing specific information about the situation or person.
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