I'm So Drunk
Intoxicating Confessions: Ryan Ramirez's Sobering Revelations
Lyrics
Double R, yeah
Introduction, possibly referring to the artist's initials "Double R."
It's been a crazy day and I've been thinking in my selfish ways again, yeah
Expressing a hectic day and self-centered thoughts.
I got my own escape
Having a personal way to escape from difficulties.
Said a girl like you gets me this way
Acknowledging the impact of a specific type of person on the artist.
This the kind of problem that I deal with
Describing a recurring issue or challenge in the artist's life.
I see a bad bitch and she locked in with her mans but she rollin' on ten
Encountering an attractive person in a committed relationship but still being tempted.
So I try going for the steal, yeah
Attempting to intervene in the mentioned situation.
Damn, see what I get myself into?
Expressing regret or surprise about the consequences of the intervention.
But I just can't help but feel the way I do
Conflicted emotions about the situation and personal feelings.
Know I got a problem
Recognizing a personal issue or flaw.
One day I'ma prolly be face to face with my own karma
Anticipating facing consequences (karma) for actions in the future.
And I don't take the blame, I just keep drinking away
Refusing to take responsibility and using alcohol to cope.
So every time that I'm feeling bad I just say
Using alcohol as a way to escape negative emotions.
I'm so drunk
Declaring intoxication as a response to feeling bad.
(When I'm feeling bad I just say)
Reiteration of being drunk as a coping mechanism.
I'm so drunk
Continuation of expressing drunkenness as a response to negative feelings.
Yeah
Confirmation of the artist's intoxicated state.
Sometimes I forget that there's other feelings on the line
Forgetting about others' feelings due to self-centeredness.
And I just can't find any way to get past all the ego that's deep in my brain
Struggling to overcome ego and self-centered thoughts.
I see something I like and I gotta go get it
Acting impulsively to pursue desires and achieve a sense of accomplishment.
It's gotta be the big rush that comes in cause I gotta stay winning
Seeking a thrill or rush to maintain a sense of success.
It's like I gotta prove to myself that I'm the shit.. shit
Feeling the need to prove one's worth to oneself.
I kinda sound stupid when I'm talking like this
Acknowledging the self-centered nature of the artist's thoughts.
Know I got a problem
Reiteration of recognizing a personal issue or flaw.
One day I'ma prolly be face to face with my own karma
Repeating anticipation of facing consequences (karma) in the future.
And I don't take the blame, I just keep drinking away
Reiterating the use of alcohol to avoid taking blame.
So every time that I'm feeling bad I just say
Continuing to use alcohol as a coping mechanism for negative emotions.
I'm so drunk
Reaffirming being drunk as a response to feeling bad.
(When I'm feeling bad I just say, yeah)
Reiteration of using drunkenness to cope with negative emotions.
I'm so drunk
Restating being drunk as a way of dealing with emotional distress.
(So drunk)
Additional emphasis on being drunk as a response to feeling bad.
(Oo yeah, when I'm feeling bad I just say)
Repeating the declaration of being drunk in response to negative emotions.
I'm so drunk
Final repetition of being drunk as a coping mechanism.
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