My Mysterious Soundtrack
Mysteries Unveiled: Ryder Houston's Emotional Symphony
Lyrics
I never thought I'd wanna die before
I am experiencing thoughts of wanting to die unexpectedly.
I never thought I'd have to cry like this anymore
I did not anticipate having to cry in this manner again.
I never thought I'd have to hold it back
I never expected to restrain my emotions.
This kinda feelin' is becomin' my mysterious soundtrack
The described feeling is becoming a mysterious soundtrack in my life.
Mysterious soundtrack
Reiteration of the mysterious soundtrack theme.
Oh, oh, oh-oh, oh
Expressing emotions with sounds like "Oh, oh, oh-oh, oh."
You call me up whenever
Receiving calls at unspecified times.
Tell me it'll last forever
Assurance of a lasting connection.
Or say we'll get together
Plans of getting together and staying in bed forever are mentioned.
And stay in bed forever
Desire to avoid feeling resentment.
Don't wanna feel resentment
Not interested in seeking revenge.
Don't wanna get revenge, oh no
Emphasis on avoiding negative emotions.
Not never, whatsoever
No one else holds the same value as the person addressed.
'Cause no one else can make me treasure
Emphasizing the uniqueness of the connection.
My back against the wall
Description of a physical encounter with elements of struggle.
My hands up in the air
-Our lips drawn apart
-Your fist full of hair
-My back against the wall
-My hands up in the air
-Our lips drawn apart
-Your fist full of hair
-But I don't know you
Emphasizing a lack of mutual understanding.
You don't know me
-I don't know you, oh
-No, you don't want to
-Don't know me, no
-Don't know me, no
-Don't know me, oh
-No, you don't want to
Reiteration of the lack of desire for connection.
Can't hold back
Expressing the inability to hold back emotions, becoming a mysterious soundtrack.
I won't hold back
-This kinda feelin' is becomin' my mysterious soundtrack
-Can't hold back
-I won't hold back
-I don't believe it, you're becomin' my mysterious soundtrack
-Mysterious soundtrack
Reiteration of the mysterious soundtrack theme.
Oh, oh, oh-oh, oh
Expressing emotions with sounds like "Oh, oh, oh-oh, oh."
I never thought I'd have to lie before
Unexpectedly finding oneself in a situation where lying is necessary.
I don't remember having trying this hard to ignore
Experiencing difficulty in ignoring or avoiding a situation.
I never thought I'd have to take it back
Unexpectedly needing to retract or take back something.
This kinda feelin' is becomin' my mysterious soundtrack
The described feeling is becoming a mysterious soundtrack in my life.
Mysterious soundtrack
Reiteration of the mysterious soundtrack theme.
Oh, oh, oh-oh, oh
Expressing emotions with sounds like "Oh, oh, oh-oh, oh."
You call me up whenever
Assurances of a lasting and forever connection, plans to stay in bed together.
Tell me it'll last forever
-Or say we'll get together
-And stay in bed forever
-Don't wanna disconnect it
Desire to avoid disconnection.
Don't wanna make amends, oh no
Not willing to make amends.
Not gonna be surrendered
Resisting surrendering to the situation.
But then, I stop and start to remember
Reflection on memories and the uniqueness of the connection.
My back against the wall
Description of a physical encounter with elements of struggle (repeated).
My hands up in the air
-Our lips drawn apart
-Your fist full of hair
-My back against the wall
-My hands up in the air
-Our lips drawn apart
-Your fist full of hair
-But I don't know you
Emphasizing a lack of mutual understanding (repeated).
You don't know me
-I don't know you, oh
-No, you don't want to
-Don't know me, no
-Don't know me, no
-Don't know me, oh
-No, you don't want to
-Can't hold back
Expressing the inability to hold back emotions, becoming a mysterious soundtrack (repeated).
I won't hold back
-This kinda feelin' is becomin' my mysterious soundtrack
-Can't hold back
-I won't hold back
-I don't believe it, you're becomin' my mysterious soundtrack
-This kinda feelin' is becomin' my mysterious soundtrack
Repetition emphasizing the feeling becoming a mysterious soundtrack.
This kinda feelin' is becomin' my mysterious soundtrack
-This kinda feelin' is becomin' my mysterious soundtrack
-Mysterious soundtrack
-Oh, oh, oh-oh, oh
Expressing emotions with sounds like "Oh, oh, oh-oh, oh."
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