Lyrics
I was inside a fairy tale,
I was experiencing a fantasy-like existence.
Living my life without worrying about my failures.
Living my life without being concerned about my failures.
Reality came, there's no one to blame,
Reality arrived, and there's no one to blame for the changes.
Life won't be the same.
Life will not remain the same.
The sky is falling down, I'm afraid I will fall apart.
The situation is becoming dire, and there's fear of falling apart.
I'm going down.
Feeling a sense of decline or descent.
I want to escape, escape from this world.
Desire to escape from the challenges of this world.
Depression strikes when I have to sell my stuff (oh, no!)
Depression sets in when faced with the need to sell personal belongings.
I'm trying so hard to stand,
Struggling intensely to endure.
Confused mind.
Experiencing a confused state of mind.
So much shit in my head,
Feeling overwhelmed by negative thoughts.
and I don't know why.
Uncertain about the reasons for the overwhelming thoughts.
(Fears) I have to live with my
Having to confront and live with fears.
(Fears) Fight against all the
Fighting against various challenges.
Panic attacks, shortness of breath
Experiencing panic attacks and shortness of breath.
Overcome
Striving to overcome challenges.
I want to smoke another weed,
Expressing a desire to use marijuana to relax.
Need to relax but my chest won't let me breathe (it hurts)
Facing difficulty breathing due to chest pain.
(Fears) I have to live with my
Continuing to live with fears and fighting against them.
(Fears) Fight against all the
Continuing the battle against various challenges.
Panic attacks, shortness of breath
Dealing with panic attacks and shortness of breath.
Overcome
Persisting in efforts to overcome difficulties.
(Sadness) is the main reason for
Sadness being a significant cause for struggles.
(Illness) Life fades to black causing
Life turning dark due to illness.
Pain in my chest, the heart is compressed
Experiencing pain and compression in the chest, a metaphorical expression.
In my mind
Struggling with mental challenges.
I'm trying so hard to stand,
Continuing the effort to stand strong despite challenges.
Confused mind.
Facing confusion in the mind.
So much shit in my head,
Dealing with a multitude of negative thoughts.
What the fuck,
An expression of frustration and disbelief.
Am I mad?
Questioning one's sanity or mental state.
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