Lyrics
i prove myself wrong
I have proven myself wrong.
denied reality for far too long
I ignored reality for an extended period.
i shudder to think
I am hesitant or fearful to consider something.
but it's no surprise at all
The outcome is not surprising to me.
i was living in the hope
I used to live with the hope of sharing a certain feeling.
of a feeling to be shared
This feeling was something I desired.
that's all i've ever wanted
All I ever wanted was that feeling.
that's all i've ever dared
This feeling was the only thing I dared to want.
now things have changed
Now, circumstances have changed.
attitudes are dearranged
Attitudes have become disordered or confused.
it seems that it's uncool
It appears that expressing one's feelings is not considered cool.
to say what you feel
There's a societal reluctance to openly express emotions.
once i believed
Once, I believed in certain values.
in respect, trust and loyality
These values include respect, trust, and loyalty.
this was what used to be
These values used to be prevalent.
it always made sence to me
They always made sense to me.
there's nothing left
There's nothing left of those values.
the flame's gone in their eyes
The passion or enthusiasm has disappeared from people's eyes.
no one seems to care
No one seems to care about these values.
or is willing to share
People are unwilling to share these values.
just choose to ignore
People choose to ignore these values.
and comfort in shallow lies
People find comfort in shallow lies.
clutching at straws
Desperately trying to find solutions, even if they are unlikely to succeed.
drowning in their own disguise
Drowning in their own deceit or false appearance.
once i believed
Once, I believed in certain values.
in respect, trust and loyality
These values include respect, trust, and loyalty.
this was what used to be
These values used to be prevalent.
it always made sence to me
They always made sense to me.
once i believed
Once, I believed in other values.
in honor, faith and dignity
These values include honor, faith, and dignity.
this was what used to be
These values used to be prevalent.
but nothing makes sence to me
But now, nothing makes sense to me.
...makes sence to me
Nothing makes sense to me.
i look at you
I observe you.
i look at me
I observe myself.
and hold back all i want to say
I restrain myself from saying what I truly feel.
it's so hard to betray... yourself!
It's difficult to betray oneself.
...so hard
It's incredibly difficult.
...so hard
-...so hard to betray
It's incredibly difficult to betray oneself.
...myself!
-once i believed
Once, I believed in myself.
in me!
Now, I question that belief in myself.
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