Lyrics
I like to self-sabotage myself
I have a tendency to sabotage myself.
So don't you try to come and help me now
Don't attempt to help me now.
Cause' you can't save what's left of my mental health
It's too late to save what's left of my mental health.
So just forget of me like loose change in the middle of your couch
Forget about me, treat me like loose change lost in your couch.
In the middle of your couch
Repetition for emphasis.
In the middle of your couch
-In the middle of your couch
-Sometimes I wonder where it all went wrong
Reflecting on where things went wrong in life.
Think it might've happened when I got to LA
Suggesting a turning point in life, possibly related to moving to LA.
When I stepped foot on that plane
Highlighting a specific moment of stepping onto a plane.
When I signed my life away
Signing away one's life, possibly metaphorically.
Ayy
Exclamation or expression of emotion.
I used to wanna ride my bike down the biggest hill now I don't
Describing a change in interests or priorities over time.
Oh, My hand is holding on to the brake
A physical manifestation of hesitation or fear.
Why am I so scared of the feeling of letting go
Expressing fear of the unknown and reluctance to let go.
At this rate i'm throwing my life away
Feeling like life is being wasted at the current pace.
Cause' I don't
Repetition for emphasis.
Know why you
Expressing confusion or lack of understanding about someone's actions.
Like messing me up
Feeling negatively affected by someone's actions.
Cause' I don't
Repetition for emphasis.
Know why you
-Like messing me up
-I like to self-sabotage myself
Repetition of the opening line for emphasis.
So don't you try to come and help me now
Reiterating that assistance is not welcome.
Cause' you can't save what's left of my mental health
Repeating the impossibility of saving the remaining mental health.
So just forget of me like loose change in the middle of your couch
Repetition of the idea of being forgotten, like loose change.
In the middle of your couch
Repetition for emphasis.
In the middle of your couch
-In the middle of your couch
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