Lyrics
I'm waiting for the perfect chance to get my life on track
Waiting for an opportune moment to improve my life.
My life feels like a children's toy, it's broke and full of cracks
Life feels damaged and imperfect, like a broken children's toy.
I've been thinkin to myself about the possibilities and maybe I've still got a shot to take it back
Contemplating possibilities, still hopeful to reclaim lost opportunities.
You never hold me by my hand you turn away when we are near I wish that you would forget all about our past
Expressing a desire for emotional connection, feeling neglected in the past.
I'm tryna live a little fill my head up with the lesson reading less than 20 page a day I swear I'm tryna make a living ain't no deal when I'm stealing all the bitches from your harem gotta scare em they don't trust me call me hyper cataclysm
Struggling to live, seeking personal growth, and addressing romantic encounters.
Make em know
Emphasizing the need for awareness.
I'm not tryna be a nuisance
Not wanting to be a bother.
Let em go
Suggesting detachment if others aren't invested.
If they don't put in a few cents
Reinforcing the importance of a clear conscience.
Make em know
Stressing the need for clarity in intentions.
Gotta have a clear conscience
Encouraging letting go of those lacking skills and confidence.
Let em go
Advocating detachment from those lacking confidence.
Lackin skill got no confidence
Acknowledging a lack of skill and confidence.
Oh, I know, I gotta make it last
Expressing determination to make things last.
Let me show, you how, I will defeat my past
Confidently overcoming past mistakes.
Never broke, make racks, gonna make bands till I pass
Commitment to financial success and achievement.
Always know, you won't, yeah, yeah
Asserting self-awareness and knowledge.
I'm flyin higher than a kite a kite inside a twister call me mister winner cause I'm pullin through with all the bread
Feeling triumphant and successful.
I'm never losin sight of where you went because you know that I ain't lyin when I say that we will rock the bed
Ensuring not to forget past experiences.
I said I'm seein red get out my head the voices sayin let's be friends I deal with the consequences of remainin on the fence
Dealing with internal conflicts and consequences.
I told you that I'm terminatin all the terms of our alliance your defiance proves me right that's why I'm always diffident
Expressing a lack of trust and confidence in relationships.
I've been waiting for the perfect chance to get my life on track
Reiterating the desire for a positive change in life.
My life feels like it's a children's toy, it's broke and full of cracks
Repeating the feeling of a damaged life, like a broken toy.
I've been thinkin to myself about the possibilities and maybe I've still got a shot to take it back
Reflecting on possibilities and a chance for redemption.
I never asked you for your reason please just leave and don't return I don't need more from you to leave me to unpack
Requesting independence and closure without explanations.
Oh I know, you love me, don't need you telling me more why you want, to leave me, don't tell me that you think that you are fine, without me, I thought that I meant more to you than swine, oh really
Rejecting reassurances and expressing emotional pain.
Hey, hey
Interjection expressing emotions.
Make em know
Reiteration of the importance of awareness.
I'm not tryna be a nuisance
Avoiding causing trouble or inconvenience.
Let em go
Suggesting detachment if there is no contribution.
If they don't put in a few cents
Reaffirming the need for a clear conscience.
Make em know
Encouraging detachment from those lacking confidence.
Gotta have a clear conscience
Advocating detachment from those lacking skills.
Let em go
Stating a lack of confidence.
Lackin skill got no confidence
Acceptance of lacking skills and confidence.
Let it be said, rather be dead, never gon do this myself again, wanna be friends, lets make amends, then gonna fight till the sun rise again, we goin to town, she look like a clown, she never own up never standing her ground, this bitch is the reason we keep goin down, don't tell me I'm wrong if you're doin the rounds
Addressing personal struggles, desire for friendship, and self-improvement.
Gotta make some money make it stack, stack, stack
Emphasizing the need to make money and accumulate wealth.
Make those bands while throwin hands I won't attack, tack, tack
Commitment to success without resorting to violence.
Gettin litty makin songs get on my track, track, track
Enjoying life, creating music, and staying on track.
Never runnin from myself I'm makin racks, racks, racks
Asserting independence and financial success.
I was thinking to myself, just the other night, about the outcome of my goals how I don't wanna be right, cause I won't fold, made of gold, and my heads on tight, you can't keep me, leave me, please
Reflecting on goals, determination, and resistance to conformity.
I've been waiting for the perfect chance to get my life on track
Reiterating the desire for a positive change in life.
My life feels like it's a children's toy, it's broke and full of cracks
Repeating the feeling of a damaged life, like a broken toy.
I've been thinkin to myself about the possibilities and maybe I've still got a shot to take it back
Reflecting on possibilities and a chance for redemption.
I'm glad we're through I'm finally recievin news how I'm bereavin all my dreams that you've been quick to drown in black
Expressing relief and acknowledgment of personal growth after a breakup.
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