Lyrics
You're in my dreams every fucking night, when I wake up your the first thing on my mind
You consistently appear in my dreams, and when I wake up, you're the first thought on my mind.
I don't care about the past, I just got a question to ask
The speaker is unconcerned about the past and has a question to pose.
I'd like to know where we will go from here on out
The desire to understand the future direction of the relationship is expressed.
I'd like to know where this will go, what's this about
The speaker seeks clarity on the current situation and its potential outcomes.
Is this a waste of time, is it all a lie
Questions arise about whether the relationship is a futile investment of time and if it's built on deception.
Is it suicide, is it all a lie
Speculation about whether the emotional investment is akin to self-destructive behavior or if it's based on falsehood.
Is this a waste of time, all a lie, is this an emotional suicide
Repetition of doubts regarding the relationship, contemplating if it's a waste of time or a form of emotional self-harm.
Do you cross your heart hope to die that this ain't all a lie
Questioning the sincerity of the other person and seeking assurance that their commitment is genuine.
I'm done with love I've tried a thousand times
Expressing frustration with love, having made numerous attempts without success.
Every plot and scheme just to make you mine
Describing efforts, possibly manipulative, to win the affection of the other person.
I'm going crazy girl I'm looking for a sign
Feeling mentally distressed and searching for signs or signals from the other person.
Until you give it to me I guess I'll sit around and
Waiting for a response, possibly a positive sign or communication from the other person.
Wait by the door and by the phone and have faith
Waiting patiently, with faith, by the door and phone for a positive outcome.
That it's everything you promised don't take
Emphasizing the importance of keeping promises and the anticipation that what was promised will come to fruition.
It'll wait for me I need you to see you're my therapy but
Describing the other person as essential for the speaker's well-being, akin to therapy.
I need validation cuz I'm always overthinking
Expressing a need for validation, likely due to constant overthinking.
Grab the fucking bottle every night I'm over drinking
Revealing a coping mechanism of excessive drinking to deal with inner turmoil.
Will you fucking stay, will you stay for me
Pleading for commitment, asking if the other person will stay in the relationship.
I'd like to know where we will go from here on out
Reiteration of the desire to understand the future course of the relationship.
I'd like to know where this will go, what's this about
Repeating the question about the current state and potential future of the relationship.
Is this a waste of time, is it all a lie
Reflecting on the uncertainty of the relationship, questioning if it's a futile investment of time or built on deception.
Is it suicide, is it all a lie
Repeating the theme of emotional self-harm or destructive behavior in the context of the relationship.
Is this a waste of time, all a lie, is this an emotional suicide
Continuing to question the relationship's worth and whether it leads to emotional self-destruction.
Do you cross your heart hope to die that this ain't all a lie
Seeking a solemn promise and hoping that the doubts expressed earlier are not founded on deception.
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