Lyrics
I done heard it all, she been told lies since the beginning
The speaker has heard various things, and the person he is addressing has been deceived from the start.
Don't know what to believe, it drives my crazy
The speaker is uncertain about what to believe, and this uncertainty is causing frustration and confusion.
Got my head spinning
The confusion is intense, causing the speaker's thoughts to spin in his head.
Sometimes I really wish that what we had never existed
The speaker sometimes wishes that the relationship never existed, indicating a desire to avoid the associated pain.
Cause with or without you, don't really matter I'm still winning
Regardless of the presence or absence of the person, the speaker feels like a winner in the situation.
Got you feeling type of ways, you know exactly what you missing
The person addressed is made aware of what they are missing and how the speaker is unaffected.
When she call me, ignore it, I know I gotta keep my distance
The speaker chooses to ignore calls, emphasizing the need to maintain distance in the relationship.
Ain't no need for conversation, don't worry bout how i'm living
The speaker discourages unnecessary conversations about his lifestyle, emphasizing independence.
Had to go our separate ways, won't say goodbye, more like good riddance
The relationship has ended, and the speaker views it as a good riddance without a formal farewell.
Didn't know what's real or not was hard for me to tell
The speaker struggled to discern what was genuine or not in the relationship.
The way she had me running back like I was on a spell
The person had a hold over the speaker, making him return despite difficulties.
I can't get you out my mind I think I really need some help
The speaker acknowledges a need for assistance, feeling unable to forget the person.
All them times you said you loved me then you tossed me on the shelf
The person's expressions of love were insincere, leading to emotional neglect.
Bet you'd never thought you'd see the day i'd walk away
The speaker surprises the person by deciding to walk away from the relationship.
Had to up & go you know we had to part ways
The necessity of parting ways is emphasized, and the speaker has moved on.
I still be getting high to make up for them dark days
To cope with difficult times, the speaker resorts to substance use.
They tried to warn me but I had to learn to hard way
Despite warnings, the speaker had to learn from personal experience.
Gotta watch the closest to you, pay attention how they partake
Caution is advised regarding those close, as their actions can impact deeply.
It's hard to trust cause last time it ended in heart break
Past betrayal makes it challenging to trust, especially when it resulted in heartbreak.
I can't let you in keep your distance cause I need my space
The speaker values personal space and is hesitant to let the person back into his life.
I can't trust a word you be saying you lied to my face
Lies from the person make it difficult for the speaker to trust their words.
If it was real you should've showed me
The person is criticized for not proving the authenticity of their feelings through actions.
All the time we wasted just so we'd both end up lonely
Time invested in the relationship feels wasted as both parties end up alone.
All that shit we went through got me turning to the old me
Past experiences lead the speaker to revert to a previous, possibly less positive version of himself.
A lot of shit done changed me now you wouldn't even know me
Life experiences have changed the speaker significantly, making him unrecognizable.
If it was real you should've showed me
The speaker reiterates the importance of actions proving the reality of the person's feelings.
All the time we wasted just so we'd both end up lonely
Time invested in the relationship feels wasted as both parties end up alone.
All that shit we went through got me turning to the old me
Past experiences lead the speaker to revert to a previous, possibly less positive version of himself.
A lot of shit done changed me now you wouldn't even know me
Life experiences have changed the speaker significantly, making him unrecognizable.
I done heard it all, she been told lies since the beginning
Repetition of lines 1-3, emphasizing the ongoing struggle with deception and confusion.
Don't know what to believe, it drives my crazy
Reiteration of the speaker's uncertainty and frustration about what to believe.
Got my head spinning
Reiteration of the intense confusion causing the speaker's thoughts to spin.
Sometimes I really wish that what we had never existed
Repetition of the desire for the relationship to never have existed, indicating persistent pain.
Cause with or without you, don't really matter I'm still winning
Reiteration that the speaker feels like a winner, independent of the person's presence.
Got you feeling type of ways, you know exactly what you missing
Repetition of the person being aware of what they are missing, and the speaker's unaffected state.
When she call me, ignore it, I know I gotta keep my distance
Reiteration of the speaker choosing to ignore calls and maintain distance in the relationship.
Ain't no need for conversation, don't worry bout how i'm living
Reiteration of the speaker discouraging unnecessary conversations about his lifestyle.
Had to go our separate ways, won't say goodbye, more like good riddance
Repetition that the relationship has ended, emphasizing a lack of formal farewell.
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