Lyrics
By the light of the tv
Contemplating life and emotions illuminated by the light of the TV.
I sit alone and wonder why
Expressing solitude and questioning the reason behind it.
I can't describe this feeling
Struggling to articulate a complex and profound emotion.
Of having nothing to
Feeling a sense of emptiness or lack of purpose.
Do all night
Boredom or a sense of aimlessness during the night.
And I don't know
Expressing confusion about the intense loneliness.
Why I feel so alone
Questioning the reason for feeling isolated despite having a home.
When you're my home
Acknowledging the emotional connection with the concept of "home."
And I want you to know
Expressing an intention to communicate without causing harm.
I don't mean any harm
Clarifying the absence of harmful intentions.
I'm just a sucker for love
Admitting vulnerability and a strong inclination towards love.
Sometimes I can be so messy
Reflecting on personal flaws and disorganization.
I'm sorting through importance in my life
Engaging in self-reflection, evaluating priorities in life.
I don't know how I'd deal with me
Uncertainty about how others might handle the speaker's personality.
Some patience might make things alright
Suggesting that patience could lead to resolution or improvement.
And I don't know
Reiterating the feeling of loneliness despite being in a home.
Why I feel so alone
Reaffirming the confusion and isolation experienced.
When you're my home
Emphasizing the emotional significance of "home."
And I want you to know
Repeating the desire to convey feelings without harm.
I don't mean any harm
Reiterating the absence of harmful intentions in the message.
I'm just a sucker for love
Restating the speaker's vulnerability and inclination towards love.
Soon winter will be gone
Anticipating the end of a challenging period and a brighter future.
And then my sun will come up
Looking forward to a positive change symbolized by the "sun."
But for now I must learn
Acknowledging the need for personal growth and maturity.
How to grow up
Expressing the necessity of learning and maturing during the present moment.
Soon winter will be gone
Reiterating the anticipation of a positive change and a brighter future.
And then my sun will come up
Restating the expectation of a positive transformation symbolized by the "sun."
But for now I must learn
Affirming the ongoing process of personal growth and learning.
How to grow up
Emphasizing the continuous journey of maturing and gaining wisdom.
But for now I must learn to grow up
Reaffirming the commitment to the ongoing process of personal growth.
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