Control
Embracing Chaos: Sabrina Claudio's Journey to Liberation in 'Control'
Lyrics
I'm not used to saying this out loud
I am not accustomed to expressing my thoughts openly
So why do I feel so free?
Despite that, why do I experience a sense of liberation?
Didn't know this piece of hell
I was unaware of this challenging situation
That's peekin' through my heaven
It's disrupting my sense of paradise or happiness
Would comfort me
This unexpected difficulty is providing some solace or consolation
I'm not used to losing my mind
I am not accustomed to experiencing mental confusion
But its pieces put me at peace
Yet, the fragments of my mind bring me tranquility or calmness
For months I'm okay with not knowing where I'm going
For an extended period, I am content with not having a clear direction in life
It liberates me
This lack of certainty provides a sense of freedom
I think I've lost control
I believe I have lost control over my life
Oh, oh, ah, ah
(Vocalizations expressing emotional intensity)
I've lost it all
I have lost everything
Oh, oh, ah, mm mm, mm mm
(Vocalizations expressing emotional intensity)
I don't want to live here forever
I do not wish to reside in this state indefinitely
But something 'bout this moment feels so right
Yet, there is something about this particular moment that feels correct
Almost like the second chances start over
It's almost as if a new opportunity or a fresh start is unfolding
Just this one time, 'cause this time
Just for this instance, because this moment is special
I think I've lost control, control
I believe I have lost control, control
And I want to lose it all
And I desire to lose everything
I'm not used to saying this out loud
I am not accustomed to expressing my thoughts openly (repeated)
So why do I feel so free?
Despite that, why do I experience a sense of liberation? (repeated)
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