My Flesh Is Afraid But I Am Not
Embracing Shadows: A Journey Through Inner Turmoil
Lyrics
GO!
Urgent command to start or act
There's no escaping anyhow
A sense of inevitability, no way to escape
So where's your fucking savior now
A challenge to the idea of a savior in a difficult situation
The light that blinds will soon be black
The brightness or hope will fade, leaving darkness
Turning your own mind abstract
Mental turmoil, losing grip on reality
I've got the word disgrace
Feeling ashamed or unworthy
Written on my face
An expression of inner feelings of disgrace
I try to look into mirror
Trying to confront oneself but feeling disconnected
But I'm not here
A sense of dissociation or feeling absent
I try to listen for a call
Seeking guidance or a direction but unable to find it
But I can't hear
Unable to perceive or comprehend a message or help
I'm going through withdrawals
Struggling with withdrawal symptoms, possibly from something addictive
That much is Clear
Being in a state of confusion or uncertainty
But I know that if I fall
Awareness of needing support if faced with failure
I'll need you here
Requiring assistance during a difficult situation
My heart will stall
A feeling of heartache or emotional distress
Still you're not near
The absence of someone important during hardship
Every fucking thing
General frustration or irritation with everything
Is pissing me off
Intense aggravation with circumstances
Take me away
Desire to be removed or taken away from the current situation
From this place
An environment filled with intense dislike or hostility
All I see is fucking hate
Experiencing hate regularly
Everyday
A repetition of facing negative emotions
Every time that I wake
Waking up to a distressing reality
Up in this place
Feeling a loss of achievements or possessions
When I look around
Perceiving a disappearance or loss
It's all gone
A sense of losing everything previously obtained
Everything I worked so hard for
A plea for silence amid the chaos
Do not make a sound
An acknowledgment of things being drastically wrong
It's all wrong
Feeling a loss or deviation from what should be
The last drop your hand shall pour
A metaphor for reaching the end or the bottom
I feel like fading away
Feeling like disappearing or losing oneself
I go nowhere everyday
A sense of stagnation or lack of progress
I'm losing grip on my own consciousness
Slowly losing awareness or understanding
I can feel myself falling
Feeling oneself descending into difficulty or negativity
I know that the darkness is calling
Awareness of the attraction toward darkness or negativity
The only thing it seeks is my pain
The darkness seeking to exacerbate pain or suffering
Take me away
Repeated desire to be removed from the current situation
Bree
A name mentioned, possibly representing deception or falseness
You're fake, just like your lies
Accusation of falsehood and running out of time
You're running out of time
A repetition of the desire to be taken away from the current environment
Take me away
Experiencing continuous hostility or intense dislike
From this place
Repetition of wanting to be removed from the current situation
All I see is fucking hate
Consistent experience of hate or negativity
Everyday
Continual facing of negative emotions or circumstances
Every time that I wake
Waking up repeatedly to a distressing reality
Up in this place
A continuation of feeling trapped in a distressing situation
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