I Be Smoking Blunts in the morning in October
Jamaican Spirit: Strength, Unity, and Legacy in DahNiel-Jae's Anthem
Lyrics
Should've told her Im a loner
Regret about not revealing personal inclination towards solitude.
now I broke her heart
Acknowledging the consequence of breaking someone's heart.
my heart feeling is feeling colder
Expressing a sense of emotional detachment and numbness.
I just runaway when I shoulda been her shoulder
Admitting to avoiding a supportive role when needed.
I be smoking blunts in the morning in October
Indulging in the coping mechanism of smoking blunts in the morning during October.
I just runaway when I shoulda been her shoulder
Reiterating the regret of not being emotionally available.
I be smoking blunts in the morning in October
Continuation of the coping mechanism with a specific time reference.
Thinking about us and the things I should of told told her
Reflecting on thoughts about the past and missed opportunities in communication.
I be smoking blunts in the morning in october
Reiteration of the coping behavior during a specific month.
I be smoking blunts in the morning in October
Reaffirmation of the coping mechanism in the given timeframe.
I fucking hate my life I just wanna start it over
Expression of intense dissatisfaction with life, desire for a fresh start.
I never get it right never really having closure
Acknowledging a pattern of failure and lack of resolution in life.
I wanna fucken die but I gotta keep it going
Expressing a profound emotional struggle but emphasizing the need to persevere.
I gotta stack it up gotta sow no emotion
Commitment to accumulating resources and maintaining emotional distance.
There's always better days I just gotta keep me focused
Optimistic outlook, recognizing the potential for better days with focus.
I'm changing all my ways and im hoping that she notice
Declaration of personal growth and hope for recognition from someone important.
But ill be on my way she don't want me but I know this
Acceptance of separation despite personal changes.
Nothing feels the same ill be dead until I know it
Describing a profound emotional void, possibly linked to depression.
Should've told her Im a loner
Repetition of regret over not disclosing a preference for solitude.
now I broke her heart
Reiteration of the consequence of a broken heart.
my heart feeling is feeling colder
Reiteration of emotional detachment and increasing coldness.
I just runaway when I shoulda been her shoulder
Repeated acknowledgment of avoiding a supportive role.
I be smoking blunts in the morning in October
Repetition of the coping mechanism, smoking blunts, with a time reference.
I just runaway when I shoulda been her shoulder
Reiteration of regret regarding emotional unavailability.
I be smoking blunts in the morning in October
Continuation of the coping mechanism with a specific time reference.
Thinking about us and the things I should of told told her
Reflecting on past thoughts and missed opportunities in communication.
I be smoking blunts in the morning in october
Reiteration of the coping behavior during a specific month.
I be smoking blunts in the morning in October
Reaffirmation of the coping mechanism in the given timeframe.
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