The Moment
Letting Go of Past Love: A Journey Through Pain
Lyrics
From when I wake in the morning till I go and I fall asleep each night
Describing the routine from morning till night, holding onto an internal love.
I fight to hold onto a love that is inside
Fighting to maintain an inner sense of love.
Because my past is like a nightmare that I never can escape
The past is haunting, impossible to escape.
And I can't wait till I wake up so I can fall back asleep
Desire to escape reality, seeking solace in sleep.
And I don't understand what happened between you and me but
Confusion about a relationship's breakdown.
You will probably end up with someone half as good as me so
Feeling undervalued, expecting the other to settle for less.
I don't care if you want to look me in my eyes and say hello
Indifference to superficial gestures or interactions.
You were blind to me now I'm blind to you, no
Mutual blindness in the relationship.
So now I wait for a moment when I know that there is no one left to see
Waiting for a moment of solitude to confront inner pain.
All the hurt that's inside me and the reason that I need
Recognizing the need to address internal hurt.
I need to let go of the things I see that have always let me fall
Desiring to let go of things causing repeated pain.
And I can't find my way home no cause I'm already home
A sense of being lost despite being in a familiar place.
And I don't understand what happened between you and me but
Continued confusion about the relationship's demise.
You will probably end up with someone half as good as me so
Expecting the other to settle for less in a future relationship.
I don't care if you want to look me in my eyes and say hello
Disinterest in superficial interactions.
You were blind to me now I'm blind to you, no
Reciprocal lack of perception in the relationship.
And I don't know what you need
Uncertainty about the partner's needs.
But I know you're listening now
A belief that the partner is now paying attention.
And I don't care what you think
Disregard for the partner's opinions due to prior neglect.
Because you didn't think to care about me
Feeling uncared for by the partner.
And I don't understand what happened between you and me but
Continued confusion about the relationship's breakdown.
You will probably end up with someone half as good as me so
Expectation of the partner's future compromise in relationships.
I don't care if you want to look me in my eyes and say hello
Uninterested in shallow encounters.
You were blind to me now I'm blind to you, no
Reciprocal lack of perception in the relationship.
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