Lose Control
Navigating Fear and Self-Discovery in Saida Almighty's 'Lose Control'
Lyrics
I’m so afraid
I am experiencing fear
I’m so afraid
I am overwhelmed by fear
You’re holding me so tight
You are embracing me tightly
I cannot breath
I feel constricted, making it hard to breathe
I cannot close my eyes
I am unable to close my eyes, possibly due to anxiety
I’m so afraid that on the other side
I fear that beyond this situation, I'll encounter you
I’ll see you
I might see you on the other side
As a reflection of mine
Seeing you might mirror aspects of myself
I got to know myself in many ways
I've learned about myself in various ways
But still in doubt
Despite my knowledge, I still harbor doubts
And I still hide
I continue to conceal aspects of myself
You’re good at keeping me in this
You excel at confining me
Limited space
I feel restricted within a confined space
This narrow line
This limitation feels like a narrow line
I’m so afraid
I am overwhelmed with fear
Let me be myself
I want the freedom to express myself
I never asked for this
I never desired the current situation
I know you cannot change
I acknowledge that you cannot change
I don’t expect you to
I don't expect you to change
Trying to love myself
I am making an effort to love myself
I ask for help
I am seeking assistance in this journey of self-love
Cause now it is the only thing to do
Loving myself is now the only option
Stop trying to keep control
Advocating to relinquish control on my side
On my side
I want to let go of controlling aspects
Of all the tides
This includes releasing control over various situations
It seems so personal and I
My struggles seem deeply personal
Try to create
I am striving to construct my ideal world
My perfect paradise
Aiming to create my perfect paradise
So many roads are waiting
Many opportunities or paths are awaiting me
For me out there
Various options and possibilities are ahead
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