Lyrics
I lose control
I experience a loss of control.
Every time you crawl inside my mind
Every time you invade my thoughts.
I'm closer to closing off
I am getting closer to shutting myself off emotionally.
As it drags me from the light
Being pulled away from positivity or enlightenment.
I know your backs against the wall
Aware that you are in a difficult situation.
I know you all left me for dead
A feeling of abandonment by everyone.
I know these demons are just
Acknowledging personal struggles or inner conflicts.
Locked inside my head
Internalizing and dealing with personal demons.
Maybe I'm a wasted soul, soul
Possibly feeling like a person with no purpose or value.
Maybe I’m a wasted soul, soul
Reiterating a sense of being a wasted and unfulfilled soul.
Maybe I’m the reason you’re stuck in the past can’t let go
Suggesting personal responsibility for someone's inability to move on.
I'm the door you should never have opened
Regretting opening up to something or someone.
Maybe I’m a wasted
Repeating the idea of being a wasted soul.
Maybe I’m a wasted soul
Reiterating the feeling of being a wasted soul.
It gives me hope
There is a source of hope.
But I know it's not enough
Recognizing that hope alone is not sufficient.
I throw my fist
Expressing a futile effort in a lost fight.
In a fight I know I already lost
Acknowledging the inevitability of defeat.
My blood is running cold
Feeling emotionally numb or distant.
The back and forth has took its toll
Describing the toll of ongoing internal conflict.
I know these demons, cause I know these demons
Reiterating the presence of personal demons.
Are just inside my head
Acknowledging that these struggles are internal.
Maybe I’m a wasted soul, soul
Reiterating the sense of being a wasted soul.
Maybe I’m the reason you’re stuck in the past can’t let go
Implying personal responsibility for someone's inability to move on.
I'm the door you should never have opened
Regretting the consequences of opening up.
Maybe I’m a wasted
Repeating the idea of being a wasted soul.
Maybe I’m a wasted soul
Reiterating the feeling of being a wasted soul.
Maybe I’m a wasted soul, soul
Continuing to express the sense of being a wasted soul.
Maybe I’m the reason you’re stuck in the past can’t let go
Repeating personal responsibility for someone's inability to move on.
I'm the door you should never have opened
Reiterating regret for opening up to something or someone.
Maybe I’m a wasted
Emphasizing the feeling of being a wasted soul.
Maybe I’m a wasted soul
Reiterating the sense of being a wasted soul.
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