Lyrics
I remember sitting there way back then
Recollection of a past moment
when I thought we’d just be friends
Initial hope for friendship
You held my hand for a little bit
Physical connection, brief intimacy
and you made me feel like little kid again
Evoke feelings of youthfulness
I remember then
Reflecting on that moment
Thinking back to your cold ways
Recalling someone's distant behavior
Thinking back to the other day when you,
Remembering recent rejection
pushed me away
Feeling pushed away by someone
I’m drinking like it’s the old days
Using alcohol to cope, reminiscent of past habits
my minds a mess like always
Mental turmoil as a consistent state
cos you, won’t leave me alone
Unable to escape thoughts of the person
I wake up to the smell of nicotine
Waking up to a smell associated with addiction
I roll on over and you’re next to me
Waking up next to someone
I’m looking at you now,
Observing the person
your hair lays over your brow,
Noticing physical details
I hold a letter in my hand
Having a letter symbolizing unresolved feelings
I’d leave here it but I can’t
Feeling unable to depart despite desire
I remember then
Recollection of a moment
Thinking back to your cold ways
Recalling someone's distant behavior
Thinking back to the other day when you,
Remembering recent rejection
pushed me away
Feeling pushed away by someone
I’m drinking like it’s the old days
Using alcohol to cope, reminiscent of past habits
my minds a mess like always
Mental turmoil as a consistent state
cos you, won’t leave me alone
Feeling unable to escape thoughts of the person
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