Lyrics
The time has come
The anticipated period has arrived
I can't avoid confrontation anymore
Avoidance of conflict is no longer possible
I've been imprisoned too long and now I'm hearing things
Feeling mentally confined for too long, experiencing auditory hallucinations
Don't know where they're coming from
Uncertain about the source of these auditory perceptions
Nothing more than static sound
Hearing indistinct noise
And it hurts my ears
The noise is causing physical pain
I'm feeling numb inside
Emotionally detached and desensitized
It hurts my ears
The sound is causing physical discomfort
I'm feeling numb
Emotionally numbed by the experience
I hear whispers
Perceiving faint voices
They are calling me home
Voices urging a return to a familiar place
Can I trust your judgment to guide me to a safe place
Questioning reliance on someone else's judgment for safety
I feel nothing, but I'm ready
Feeling detached but prepared for something
Lost my purpose, but it's my fight
Lost sense of purpose but willing to fight
I feel nothing, but I'm ready
Emotionally detached yet prepared
Although I'm damaged, it feels alright
Despite feeling damaged, being okay with it
I'm holding on for The year of the gallows
Enduring for a specific time of reckoning or trial
I'm settling for A life full of shame
Accepting a life filled with dishonor or disgrace
I'm holding on to The year of the gallows
Enduring for a specific time of reckoning or trial
I'm settling for A heart of a coward
Accepting a cowardly nature or mindset
(I've) been trapped in between hardship and a heartache
Feeling caught between difficult situations
Not sure what feels worse, but it's tearing me apart
Uncertain about which situation is more distressing, causing internal conflict
I reach for an overdose of compassion
Seeking excessive empathy or understanding
But all I've been offered is a needle filled with rejection
Receiving rejection instead of the desired compassion
I'm holding on for The year of the gallows
Enduring for a specific time of reckoning or trial
I'm settling for A life full of shame
Accepting a life filled with dishonor or disgrace
I'm holding on to The year of the gallows
Enduring for a specific time of reckoning or trial
I'm settling for A heart of a coward
Accepting a cowardly nature or mindset
And when it all comes together
Anticipation of a conclusion or resolution
The clock stops ticking
Symbolic cessation of time or events
Finally this is the moment, for I am done
Reaching a definitive moment of conclusion or decision
This is the fucking end
Expressing finality and extreme frustration
Into the noose
A graphic reference to being hung by a noose
Feet off the ground
Being suspended off the ground
And let this go
Releasing or surrendering
Into the noose
A graphic reference to being hung by a noose
Feet off the ground
Being suspended off the ground
And let me
Requesting release or surrender
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