Lyrics
Have I been wasting time, I don't know
Uncertainty about whether time has been wasted.
Holding me so tight to brake every bone
Feeling emotionally trapped or constrained in a relationship.
I just thought we had it under control
Belief that the situation was manageable or within control.
But it's way easier to just let go
Realization that it's simpler to release control and let things be.
Is way easier to waste my time, hiding the fact that you've been wasting yours
Choosing an easier path of avoidance while acknowledging mutual wasted time.
You've been playing tricks with my mind, spinning around until I fall
Feeling manipulated or confused mentally, leading to vulnerability.
But I want you by my side
Desire to have the person present despite challenges.
I want your body and it's warmth
Craving intimacy and physical closeness.
Always picking up a fight and breaking up behind the phone
Constant conflicts and separation communicated through technology.
Have I been wasting time, I don't know
Reiteration of uncertainty regarding wasted time.
Holding me so tight to brake every bone
Feelings of being suffocated or emotionally injured by the tightness of the relationship.
I just thought we had it under control
Initial belief that things were manageable or stable.
But it's way easier to just let go
Reiteration that relinquishing control is the simpler option.
The clock is ticking and I can't stop thinking
Feeling pressure due to time passing and continuous thoughts about the person.
That I don't want you to be gone
Expressing a desire for the person not to leave.
Time will heal it, it's too late we're in it
Belief that time will eventually heal but realizing it's too late to change.
No excuses 'cause you used them all
Acknowledgment that excuses have been exhausted.
I can't stop asking this to myself
Continuously questioning whether time has been wasted.
Have I been wasting time, I don't know
Reiteration of uncertainty regarding wasted time.
Holding me so tight to brake every bone
Feeling emotionally hurt by the tightness of the relationship.
I just thought we had it under control
Initial belief that things were manageable or stable.
But it's way easier to just let go
Restating that it's simpler to let go of control.
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