Lyrics
I'm so sick and tired of myself recently
Expressing a feeling of dissatisfaction with oneself recently.
Can barely breathe
Feeling overwhelmed to the extent of struggling to breathe.
Can barely sleep
Experiencing difficulty in sleeping, possibly due to inner turmoil.
But no one can compare to me
Asserting individuality and uniqueness, claiming superiority.
I'm so sick and tired of myself recently
Reiterating dissatisfaction with oneself and recent struggles.
And everything against me is all a bunch of heresy
Dismissing external criticism as baseless rumors or lies.
Sick of it all, my heads been hitting a wall
Expressing frustration and feeling stuck or blocked mentally.
I know that all you motherfuckers prolly plotting on my downfall
Perceiving a potential conspiracy against personal success.
Can't recall the last time that I dropped
Unable to remember the last setback, implying resilience.
Now it's the next fall
Anticipating future success and predicting others' envy.
So talented, so pretty bitch I know that you feel awful
Emphasizing talent and beauty, addressing perceived negativity.
Intimidated by my presence, I know you are so awestruck
Recognizing the impact of one's presence on others, evoking admiration.
I'ma do what I want, couldn't give a fuck what you think
Embracing personal freedom, disregarding external opinions.
'Cause I'ma be popstarr looking pretty in pink
Describing a confident and visually striking persona.
Expressing myself with the pen and the ink
Using artistic expression through writing (pen and ink).
And I'ma be on top by the next time you blink
Confidently claiming future success and prominence.
On ten but it's more like eleven
Feeling powerful and ahead of others, possibly in competition.
Unlike y'all I'll be here in the long run
Expressing commitment for the long term compared to others.
Watching y'all try to catch up is so fun
Enjoying the challenge of surpassing others.
Doing laps around y'all like earth to the sun
Illustrating superiority with a metaphor of laps around the sun.
Can't take my spot here at number one
Asserting a dominant position at number one.
I am who I am I achieve what I want
Affirming personal identity and successful achievement.
I'm not tryna act hard I'm not tryna front
Being genuine, not pretending to be tough or boastful.
I'm just being honest, I'm just being blunt
Emphasizing honesty and straightforwardness.
But there's a tiny tiny part of me that weighs me down
Acknowledging a slight internal struggle or self-doubt.
Like how will I be remembered, when I'm in the ground
Contemplating one's legacy and impact after death.
Well obviously I won't know, and I won't know now
Recognizing the uncertainty of posthumous awareness.
But what I will do is self express with these sounds
Committing to self-expression through music.
I'll live my dreams, play for crowds
Aspiring to live out dreams and perform for audiences.
Make this music, make me proud
Expressing pride in creating music that reflects personal identity.
Make this art, that is resound
Creating impactful art that resonates with others.
But for now, but for now
Acknowledging a current state of being dissatisfied.
I'm so sick and tired of myself recently
Repeating the initial dissatisfaction and struggles.
Can barely breathe
Reiterating the difficulty in breathing.
Can barely sleep
Emphasizing the challenge of sleeping.
But no one can compare to me
Affirming individuality and uniqueness.
I'm so sick and tired of myself recently
Expressing ongoing dissatisfaction with oneself.
And everything against me is all a bunch of heresy
Rejecting external criticism as unfounded.
I'm so sick and tired of myself recently
Reiterating the recent dissatisfaction with oneself.
Can barely breathe
Restating the struggle to breathe.
Can barely sleep
Highlighting the difficulty in sleeping.
But no one can compare to me
Asserting individuality and superiority.
I'm so sick and tired of myself recently
Reiterating the rejection of external criticism.
And everything against me is all a bunch of heresy
Dismissing external opinions as baseless rumors.
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