Lyrics
You think I'm strong
You perceive me as strong
but I'm weak inside
Internally, I feel weak
I seem confident
Externally, I appear confident
but I'm scared at night
However, I experience fear at night
You think I'm aware
You believe I'm conscious
of what I'm doin
But I may not fully understand my actions
But this perfect life
Despite appearances, my life is internally chaotic
is a mess within
There is disorder within the facade of perfection
Watch me how I fail
Witness my repeated failures
day after day
Day after day, observe my shortcomings
Watch me loose my way
See me lose my path repeatedly
again and again
Again and again, witness my struggles
Watch me how I fail
Observe how I fail consistently
fray after fray
Experience my unraveling day after day
Watch me fade away
Watch me fade away and succumb to challenges
surrender to this pain
I surrender to the pain that overwhelms me
You think I'm right
You think I'm correct
but I make mistakes
Yet, I make mistakes
I seem to be calm
Outwardly calm, but filled with hate
but I'm full of hate
Beneath the surface, there's much fear
Behind the facade
Behind the facade, hidden emotions
there is so much fear
There is fear within me
But this perfect smile
My perfect smile hides any tears
outshines any tear
The external appearance overshadows internal struggles
Watch me how I fail
Witness my repeated failures
day after day
Day after day, observe my shortcomings
Watch me loose my way
See me lose my path repeatedly
again and again
Again and again, witness my struggles
Watch me how I fail
Observe how I fail consistently
fray after fray
Experience my unraveling day after day
Watch me fade away
Watch me fade away and succumb to challenges
surrender to this pain
I surrender to the pain that overwhelms me
I'm trying to grow
I am attempting personal growth
but dark thoughts won't let me go
Dark thoughts hinder my progress
I'm trying to heal
Attempting to heal, but old wounds persist
but old wounds are all I feel
Existing wounds are my predominant feelings
I'm trying to grow
Continuing efforts to grow, but facing obstacles
but dark thoughts won't let me go
Dark thoughts persist, impeding my journey
I'm trying to find
Striving to find a reason to endure
A reason to stay alive
In search of a purpose to stay alive
Watch me how I fail
Witness my repeated failures
day after day
Day after day, observe my shortcomings
Watch me loose my way
See me lose my path repeatedly
again and again
Again and again, witness my struggles
Watch me how I fail
Observe how I fail consistently
fray after fray
Experience my unraveling day after day
Watch me fade away
Watch me fade away and succumb to challenges
surrender to this pain
I surrender to the pain that overwhelms me
Watch me how I fail
Witness my repeated failures
Watch me how I fail
Continuously observe how I fail
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