Lyrics
I felt a pull right from the start
I felt a strong attraction right from the beginning
I tried to shut it out by locking up my heart
I attempted to avoid this attraction by closing off my emotions
But then you tore the doors apart
You broke through my emotional barriers
Now I'm emotional
Now I'm feeling emotional and vulnerable
You always ask if I'm alright
You frequently ask about my well-being
I give it ten minutes then I tell you that I'm fine
After ten minutes, I claim to be fine, though you can sense it's not true
You seem to know that it's a lie
You recognize that I'm not being truthful
Cuz, I'm just emotional
I'm just hiding my true emotions
Wondering how you did it
Curious about how you managed to affect me
I fell so fast I admit it
I fell for you rapidly and acknowledge it
But I know I was prepared to get my heart hurt again
I was ready for heartbreak again, accustomed to the pain
Kinda used to it by now
Used to the heartache by now
And when I'm reminiscing it starts to hurt me again
When reminiscing, the pain resurfaces
But I got it all figured out
Despite that, I have everything under control
Don't look me in the eyes cuz I know I'll try to change the subject but if I'm being honest
Avoiding eye contact because I might try to change the subject, but honestly,
I want my head on your chest
I desire to rest my head on your chest
You at your worst and your best
Accepting you at your worst and your best
Want to get to call you mine
I want the privilege of calling you mine
You call me when you're on your own
You reach out when you're alone
I don't tell anyone that I picked up the phone
I keep it a secret that I answer your calls
Finding it hard to be alone
Struggling to cope with solitude
I'm just damn emotional
I'm overwhelmed with emotions
Wondering how you did it
Curious about how you managed to affect me (repeated)
I fell so fast I admit it
I fell for you rapidly and acknowledge it (repeated)
But I know I was prepared to get my heart hurt again
I was ready for heartbreak again, accustomed to the pain (repeated)
Kinda used to it by now
Used to the heartache by now (repeated)
And when I'm reminiscing it starts to hurt me again
When reminiscing, the pain resurfaces (repeated)
But I got it all figured out
Despite that, I have everything under control (repeated)
Don't look me in the eyes cuz I know I'll try to change the subject but if I'm being honest
Avoiding eye contact because I might try to change the subject, but honestly, (repeated)
I want my head on your chest
I desire to rest my head on your chest (repeated)
You at your worst and your best
Accepting you at your worst and your best (repeated)
Want to get to call you mine
I want the privilege of calling you mine (repeated)
(Can I get to call you, get to call you mine)
Repetition of the desire to call the person mine
(Can I get to call you, get to call you mine)
-(Can I get to call you, get to call you mine)
-(Can I get to call you, get to call you mine)
-Wondering how you did it
Repetition of the acknowledgment of falling fast, being prepared for heartbreak, used to the pain, and wanting to call you mine
I fell so fast I admit it
-But I know I was prepared to get my heart hurt again
-Kinda used to it by now
-And when I'm reminiscing it starts to hurt me again
-But I got it all figured out
-Don't look me in the eyes cuz I know I'll try to change the subject but if I'm being honest
-I want my head on your chest
-You at your worst and your best
-Want to get to call you mine
Reiteration of the desire to call the person mine
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