My Bleeding Heart
Echoes of Heartbreak: Sara Schiralli's Melancholic Symphony
Lyrics
I'm not in good form
I am not in good condition or shape.
I'm not in good stead
I am not in a favorable or advantageous position.
I'm feeling like lightning but I'm feeling like death
I feel both energetic like lightning and drained like death simultaneously.
You want to come over
You want to visit, but it's too late.
But it's a little late
The opportunity for you to come over has passed.
And I don't know if I really can take again
I'm unsure if I can endure experiencing all the hurtful words from you again.
all the words that you waste
You frequently say things that are hurtful or wasteful.
again
Reiteration of the impact of hurtful words.
all the time that it takes
The time it takes to heal from the emotional wounds.
to mend
The process of healing from emotional pain.
My bleeding heart (4x)
Expression of intense emotional pain and vulnerability (repeated for emphasis).
The candle is red from all that you left
A symbol of passion or love has been extinguished, and everything is falling apart.
and everything around me is falling apart
The speaker feels emotionally colder and less hopeful.
a little bit colder
A reference to feeling physically colder due to emotional distress.
a little less golden
Things seem less valuable or precious.
a little less willing to offer myself again
Reluctance to offer oneself emotionally again.
all the words that you waste
Repetition of the impact of wasteful words.
again
Repetition of the time it takes to heal.
and all the time that it takes
Continuation of the healing process.
to mend
Further emphasis on the time needed to mend.
My bleeding heart (4x)
Reiteration of the intense emotional pain (repeated for emphasis).
I'm not in good form
Repetition of being in a poor condition or shape.
I'm not in good stead
Repetition of not being in a favorable or advantageous position.
I'm feeling like lighting but looking like death
Similar to line 3, feeling a mix of energy and exhaustion.
The music is over
The music, possibly a source of joy, is over.
the drumming is over
The rhythm or excitement has ended.
and nobody else that's messing with my head
No one else is affecting the speaker's thoughts negatively.
So the joker has lied
A person, possibly deceitful, has misled the speaker.
and what a surprise
The speaker is surprised by the deception.
How come I'm the only one that didn't see that
The speaker feels oblivious for not realizing the deception sooner.
You're still in my veins
The impact of the person still lingers in the speaker's emotions.
But I musn't complain
The speaker acknowledges the presence of the person in their thoughts but avoids complaining.
Cuz I'm not gonna write another line on this page to mend
The speaker decides not to continue writing about the emotional pain.
My bleeding heart (11x)
Final repetition of intense emotional pain (repeated for emphasis).
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