Lyrics
Stand at your battle stations
Prepared for a challenge or conflict
We're holding out for the rain
Waiting for relief or change
To march the end of the uphill
Anticipating the end of a difficult period
Though it will still be the same
Aware that despite changes, things might remain unchanged
Years down the walls start to close in
Feeling confined as time passes
Did you think I'd never change
Surprising others with personal growth
Gasping for air at the surface
Struggling and unhappy with the current situation
I think I hate this place
Expressing strong dislike for the current environment
Without you I might be nothing but at least I can be nothing alone
Acknowledging personal dependence but preferring solitude
Resentment builds til it gets toxic and I can't stand it anymore
Building resentment that becomes unbearable
Without you nothing defines me but at least that means that there's a blank slate
Identity lacking definition without a significant other
Maybe I can be someone I don't hate
Seeking self-improvement to avoid self-hatred
For every well wish I'm still
Struggling to move past negative experiences
Stuck on the little things
Fixating on minor issues
The kiss-offs and snide comments
Feeling the impact of hurtful remarks and dismissive actions
The bitterness still stings
Lingering bitterness affecting emotions
The noise is overwhelming
Overwhelmed by surrounding chaos
I feel like I can't breathe
Suffocating and unable to find peace
Spiral, stare at the ceiling
Spiraling into negative thoughts while looking upwards
Someone please just let me leave
Desiring an escape from the current situation
Without you I might be nothing but at least I can be nothing alone
Recognizing potential insignificance without a partner
Resentment builds til it gets toxic and I can't stand it anymore
Growing resentment reaching a toxic level
Without you nothing defines me but at least that means that there's a blank slate
Struggling to define oneself without external validation
Maybe I can be someone I don't hate
Aspiring to become someone worthy of self-love
You wouldn't know but we're halfway from breaking
Unseen progress toward a breaking point
Any hope is personal and we will turn it all into shame
Personal hope turning into shame
Flustered and broke you wake up tired and shaking
Feeling overwhelmed, exhausted, and financially strained
What was the point of it all if you've got nothing to show for yourself
Questioning the purpose of life without achievements
Without you I might be nothing but at least I can be nothing alone
Understanding potential worthlessness without a partner
Resentment builds til it gets toxic and I can't stand it anymore
Intensifying resentment becoming intolerable
Without you nothing defines me but at least that means that there's a blank slate
Struggling to establish identity without external validation
Maybe I can be someone I don't hate
Hope for self-acceptance and positive change
Maybe I can finally be okay
Finding peace and acceptance with oneself
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