Lyrics
I remember when
I recall a time
I never needed space
I didn't require personal space
Tipping back again
Returning to a former state
Right into my old ways
Reverting to my previous behavior
Feel like I'm always in the right place, wrong time
I often feel like I'm in the right place but at the wrong time, or vice versa
Or wrong place, right time, whichever the fuck
Indifferent about the right or wrong timing, just taking chances
Don't need to answer this call, thought I'd try my luck
Opting not to respond to a call, trying luck instead
I gotta breathe in ten counts so I don't get stuck
Needing to count and regulate breathing to avoid getting stuck in negative thoughts
In this toxic thought line
Trapped in a harmful pattern of thinking
Whipped by my mind, heard all kinds of stuff
Feeling overwhelmed by thoughts, hearing various opinions
"Take a look at this night, it's such a pleasure
Someone suggesting to enjoy the night while questioning excessive drinking
Why you gotta drink till you don't remember?"
Wishing to return to a previous point in time, seeking closeness to avoid pain
I'd like to go back right to where we were
Symbolizing missing opportunities for connection or joy
Keep me close, I don't know how to be hurt
Desiring emotional closeness to avoid pain or vulnerability
Two speedboats missing every time we turn
Symbolizing missed opportunities or mistakes
Take me back to where you are
Asking to be taken back to a past state or location
Every day I spark in you a wretched kind of sympathy
Causing a particular kind of pity or understanding in someone every day
I can tell you feel it every time you turn to look at me
Noticing someone's empathetic reaction when they look at me
Keep me up all night because the days are getting tiring
Struggling with sleeplessness due to repetitive and tiring days
Bleeding into one another like a broken artery
Describing days merging into one another like a continuous, harmful situation
"I'm talking too much, I'm being crazy, I'm malfunctioning
Feeling like talking too much, worrying about being unwanted
Fuck, I wonder if they even really want my company"
Questioning if my company is genuinely wanted by others
Just be quiet, you're driving me up the wall
Requesting silence from someone because their actions are frustrating
Oh, cause I'm always saying blunt words, mean things
Acknowledging speaking harshly and causing hurt unintentionally
Hurting feelings, it's not what I want
Expressing regret for causing pain through words
I know how that shit feels, hate to pass it along
Understanding the feeling of hurting others and not wanting to perpetuate it
We gotta let go so we can all move on
Recognizing the need to let go of the past to move forward
Are y'all done with me yet?
Questioning if people are finished with me
My friends say no sweat, we're all a bit far gone
Friends reassuring that everyone is dealing with their own struggles
Beaten down by time like cracks in leather
Feeling worn down by time, akin to aged and weathered leather
It's gonna get harder 'fore it gets better
Anticipating things getting more difficult before improving
So spent, though fear still ties us to earth
Despite feeling exhausted, still bound by fears and reality
When these paths close, take me fast and take me first
Asking to be taken away quickly when options are limited
Two speedboats missing every time we turn
Repeatedly experiencing missed opportunities or regrets
Take me back to where you are
Requesting to be taken back to a previous state or place
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An exclamation or vocalization expressing emotion
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