Lyrics
It's not my intention to be the bad guy
Expressing the singer's acknowledgment of not intending to be perceived as a villain.
But where my foot strikes at once it becomes a landslide
Actions of the singer have a significant and often negative impact, akin to a landslide.
Leave it up to me to fuck it up, but no this ain't right
The singer is aware of their tendency to mess things up but feels that the current situation is not right.
I got some unfinished business to attend to tonight
The singer has important matters to address or resolve later in the day.
It's not my intention to be the bad guy
Reiteration of the singer's reluctance to play the role of the antagonist.
But where my foot strikes at once it becomes a landslide
Highlighting the destructive consequences when the singer takes action.
Leave it up to me to fuck it up, but no this ain't right
Reaffirming the singer's tendency to mess things up but expressing dissatisfaction with the current situation.
I got some unfinished business to attend to tonight
Reiterating the singer's need to address unresolved matters later in the day.
Burning cold
Describing a feeling of intense cold or emotional numbness.
I'm a rogue nomad with no home
Portraying the singer as a wandering individual without a permanent residence.
Think you know but you don't
Suggesting that others may think they know the singer, but the true self is reserved and known only to the singer.
That's reserved for me alone
Emphasizing a loss of faith in hope and a coping mechanism involving hedonistic activities.
I've lost faith in hope
Expressing a lack of belief in positive outcomes.
My method to cope is to fuck and smoke
Describing the singer's coping strategy involving engaging in sexual activities and smoking.
Drink until I hit the sofa
Indulging in alcohol until reaching a point of relaxation.
Pocket the roach or pack it in the bowl
Describing the routine of smoking and saving the remains in a bowl.
You know I got another rolled
Indicating the singer's possession of another rolled joint.
I keep a dutch up in my coat
Keeping a rolled joint in the singer's coat.
Blunt guts on the floor
Describing the messy aftermath of smoking.
Kicking down the door
Expressing a reckless and forceful entry, possibly metaphorical.
Tie your limbs to four horses now a quartered corpse is left to decorate the forest
Using graphic imagery to depict extreme consequences for someone, potentially metaphorical.
Let it be your morgue
Imagining the listener's final resting place.
May you be no more
Wishing an end to the listener's existence.
Bitch I'm not playing no more
Asserting a serious and unplayful demeanor.
I'm fucking morbid with no hint of remorse in me anymore and no I don't wan't your support
Claiming a morbid nature without remorse and rejecting external support.
Don't you hit my phone up
Rejecting communication and seeking solitude.
Bitch just leave me alone
Reiterating the desire to be left alone.
I don't wanna wake up just to have my yesterday be stuck on repeat
Expressing a reluctance to face the repetitive and mundane aspects of life.
Uh, keep it discreet
Emphasizing the need for secrecy or privacy.
Aye, turning up the heat
Increasing intensity or pressure in the singer's life.
Hot to the touch, when it rains I'm steaming
Describing a state of heightened emotions, possibly anger or frustration.
Ever dry I'm fiending
Expressing a continuous desire, possibly for substances or experiences.
What have I become? bitch I'm not even breathing
Questioning the singer's own existence or vitality.
Sometimes I'm feeling like a lost cause
Expressing feelings of being beyond redemption or improvement.
Shit, am I even healing?
Raising doubt about the singer's ability to heal from past experiences.
Remember your reason
Encouraging the listener to remember their motivation or purpose.
It's the only thing that gets you through the cold season
Highlighting the importance of holding onto one's reasons to endure difficult times.
Find your own meaning, even if the world around don't see it
Encouraging the listener to find personal meaning even if others don't understand.
If you don't know seek it
Advising the listener to seek knowledge if they are uncertain.
Don't let it go keep it held close and be it
Urging the listener to hold onto their personal meaning and not let it go.
Doubt come and goes I'm unimpeded
Acknowledging that doubt is transient, and the singer remains unaffected by it.
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