Don't Know Why
Navigating Shadows: Saves the Day's Struggle with Inner Demons
Lyrics
There must be something wrong with me
Expressing a sense of self-doubt or inadequacy.
I get so tired I can't sleep
Feeling physically exhausted to the point of insomnia.
The voices in my head are haunting my dreams
Struggling with intrusive thoughts affecting dreams.
No matter how I try
Despite efforts, unable to suppress disturbing thoughts.
To kill the thoughts inside
Facing difficulty in overcoming persistent negative thoughts.
I can not
Unable to hide from or ignore internal struggles.
I can not hide
Acknowledging the inability to conceal inner turmoil.
The mirror's staring back at me
Confronting one's own reflection and self-perceived flaws.
The crack and lines along my face
Noting physical signs of aging and life's challenges.
The times I try to get things straight but could not
Struggling to find clarity or direction in life.
I know how hard I try
Understanding the difficulty of personal improvement.
To keep myself alive
Fighting to maintain one's emotional well-being.
I don't know
Expressing uncertainty or confusion about life.
I don't know why
Reiterating the lack of understanding or clarity.
Funny how
Reflecting on the irony or unexpected nature of life.
When the darkest of knights falls down
Acknowledging difficult times or challenges.
Worry that I will never see sun shining again
Fearing a prolonged period of darkness or difficulty.
The world goes round
Observing life's cyclical nature, with ups and downs.
What comes up doesn't get back down
Speculating about the permanence of negative experiences.
Wonder if I can stick around
Contemplating the possibility of enduring tough times.
Feel the light of the day
Seeking solace in the light or positivity of the day.
Sometimes I feel like I am dying down here
Expressing a sense of emotional or spiritual decline.
I feel a raging storm inside of my skin
Feeling inner turmoil and emotional intensity.
The dial tone is never no ones
Noting the lack of connection or communication with others.
I feel the weight of time
Sensing the burden of time and its impact.
Wonder when I will die
Contemplating mortality and the uncertainty of life's duration.
I don't know
Reiterating the lack of understanding or clarity.
I don't know why
Continuing to express uncertainty or confusion about life.
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