Hurting
Love's Pain: Savi Kaboo's Soulful Reflections on Toxic Passion
Lyrics
How many times have I been
Reflecting on how often the speaker has been unaware or indifferent.
Just too high to notice
Being in a state of intoxication, possibly emotionally or mentally, preventing awareness.
So many times
Emphasizing the frequency of being oblivious or neglectful.
I haven't
Instances where the speaker failed to notice something significant.
Until that one night
Highlighting a particular night that stands out in memory.
One time
A singular occurrence or moment in time.
I know
Acknowledging awareness or understanding of a situation.
I'm bad
Admitting to being morally or ethically deficient.
For you
Addressing the impact of the speaker's actions on someone else.
You know
Recognizing the reciprocal negative influence in the relationship.
You're bad for me too
Expressing the difficulty in confronting the reality and resorting to deception.
Too hard to face the truth and so I lie
Indicating a preference for deceit rather than facing a painful truth.
Know you love it
Acknowledging the partner's enjoyment of the speaker's suffering.
When I'm hurting
Recognizing the partner's satisfaction when the speaker is in pain.
Only want me
Implying the partner's desire for the speaker's attention only during distress.
Just to stop the breathing
Suggesting the partner's interest in the speaker's suffering to the point of breathlessness.
Holding on to nothing
Emphasizing the futile attempt to hold on to a relationship with no substance.
Holding on to nothing
Reiterating the emptiness or lack of substance in the relationship.
Dying and we can't be saved
Describing a situation where both individuals are facing inevitable destruction.
Know you love it
Reaffirming the partner's enjoyment of the speaker's pain.
Love it when I'm hurting
Reiterating the partner's pleasure in the speaker's suffering.
Too many pills I swallowed
Referring to the speaker's use of pills, possibly indicating substance abuse.
And all my friends are high too
Highlighting a shared experience of substance use among the speaker's friends.
If there's a rule I followed
Acknowledging adherence to a particular rule or behavior, possibly related to the substance use.
Then it was one night
Recalling a significant night that adhered to a specific rule.
One time
Reiterating a singular occurrence or moment in time.
I know
Acknowledging awareness or understanding of a situation (similar to line #7).
I'm bad
Admitting to being morally or ethically deficient (similar to line #8).
For you
Addressing the impact of the speaker's actions on someone else (similar to line #9).
You know
Recognizing the reciprocal negative influence in the relationship (similar to line #10).
You're bad for me too
Expressing the difficulty in confronting the reality and resorting to deception (similar to line #11).
Too hard to face the truth although I try
Indicating a preference for deceit rather than facing a painful truth (similar to line #12).
Know you love it
Acknowledging the partner's enjoyment of the speaker's suffering (similar to line #13).
When I'm hurting
Recognizing the partner's satisfaction when the speaker is in pain (similar to line #14).
Only want me
Implying the partner's desire for the speaker's attention only during distress (similar to line #15).
Just to stop the breathing
Suggesting the partner's interest in the speaker's suffering to the point of breathlessness (similar to line #16).
Holding on to nothing
Emphasizing the futile attempt to hold on to a relationship with no substance (similar to line #17).
Holding on to nothing
Reiterating the emptiness or lack of substance in the relationship (similar to line #18).
Dying and we can't be saved
Describing a situation where both individuals are facing inevitable destruction (similar to line #19).
Know you love it
Reaffirming the partner's enjoyment of the speaker's pain (similar to line #20).
Love it when I'm hurting
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