Lyrics
You left your mark
You've made an impact or impression
Essence too dark
Your core being or nature is troubled or shadowed
You'll carry that with you through the light
That troubled essence will accompany you through positive experiences
So I rush inside
I hastily retreat inward
Flintstone my mind
My mind feels primitive or old-fashioned
Wish you could see my side of things now
I wish you could understand my perspective now
Bandaids to cover the scars
Attempts to hide emotional pain
So you'll never know
To prevent you from knowing
How I'm feelin
How I'm emotionally
I'm dealin
I'm handling or coping with it
I'm feeling fucking low
I feel extremely down
I lose my mind over things that I can't control
I get distraught over situations beyond my control
I've been feelin and dealin since I was 10 years old
I've been managing emotions and situations since a young age
Never easier to anyone the slightest bit
I've never made it easier for anyone, even slightly
Growing up to fast I'm getting sick of it
I'm growing up too quickly and I'm tired of it
Your propaganda always finds a way to politic
Your persuasive ideas always find a way to be political
So who the fuck are you to tell me how to live?
You have no authority to dictate how I should live
Driving on my own 2700 miles from my hometown
Traveling far away from where I grew up
Tryna get away from the shit that used to go down
Trying to escape from past difficulties
You may think that you're a masterpiece
You may see yourself as exceptional, but others see you differently
But to everyone else you're just a mess to see
To others, you're a mess
Bandaids to cover the scars
Trying to conceal emotional wounds
So you'll never know
To keep hidden from you
How I'm feelin
How I'm emotionally
I'm dealin
I'm handling or coping with it
I'm feeling fucking low
I feel extremely down
I lose my mind over things that I can't control
I get distraught over situations beyond my control
I've been feelin and dealin since I was 10 years old
I've been managing emotions and situations since a young age
I've been feeling (you left your mark, essence to dark)
I've been feeling the effects of your impact and troubled nature
I've been dealing (you'll carry that with you through the light)
I've been dealing with carrying that burden through positive experiences
I've been feeling (so I rush inside flintstone my mind)
I've been feeling rushed and burdened in my thoughts
I've been dealing (wish you could see my side of things now)
I've been trying to show you my perspective
Bandaids to cover the scars
Attempts to hide emotional pain
So you'll never know
To prevent you from knowing
How I'm feelin
How I'm emotionally
I'm dealin
I'm handling or coping with it
I'm feeling fucking low
I feel extremely down
I lose my mind over things that I can't control
I get distraught over situations beyond my control
I've been feelin and dealin since I was 10 years old
I've been managing emotions and situations since a young age
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