It's A Process
Unraveling Desires: A Melodic Quest for Self-Discovery
Lyrics
Never earned the key so I'm knocking (never earned the key so I'm knocking)
Feeling like I don't have the right or access, so I'm seeking permission or entry into someone's life.
And now you're home
Now that you're present or available.
My liver tells me so
My inner voice or instincts indicate.
It demands moonshine
My urge for a strong alcoholic drink to obscure reality.
To blind the truth that I
To hide the reality that I was content or okay before you made me confront my true self.
Was fine before you made me know myself
I wish I could return to the time before I gained self-awareness through our connection.
I wish I could go back
Couldn't we settle for, maybe serve
Can't we agree on something, perhaps compromise?
What? Why? How? Uh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh!
Expressing confusion or frustration.
Char my member in the furnace
Destroying a part of myself metaphorically.
(Push my fingers in the ground)
Symbolic action of touching the ground, perhaps seeking connection or grounding.
Still not dead but it's a process
Despite not being completely destroyed, I'm in a process of change or transformation.
(Scarlet letters on you)
Signs or marks of shame associated with you.
What does he got that I don't?
What qualities does he possess that I lack?
What does he got that I don't?
What does he got that I don't?
-(All I know, you'll never love me)
Expressing the feeling of never being loved by you.
What does he got that I don't?
What does he got that I don't?
-What does he got that I don't?
-(All I know, you'll never love me)
-Do you know I have the right to own a gun? (Do you know I have the right to own a gun?)
Questioning the right to possess a firearm despite conflicting beliefs.
Though my bumper sticker disagrees
Despite personal beliefs, there's a disagreement indicated by a bumper sticker.
It's one nation under psychopathy
Describing a nation influenced by mental disorders or abnormal behavior.
So Long Island, my first vulnerability
Referencing a geographical place and indicating a personal vulnerability.
Is the last thing you'll see
Your demise or end will be associated with this vulnerability.
Char my member in the furnace
(Not the boy for me though)
Despite not being the right person for me, I'm still present.
Still not dead but it's a process
I'm in the process of change or transformation despite not being completely destroyed.
(Scarlet room around you)
Surroundings marked with reminders of shame or guilt associated with you.
So I ask
Asking a question.
What does he got that I don't?
What does he got that I don't?
-What does he got that I don't?
-(All I know, you'll never love me)
-What does he got that I don't?
-What does he got that I don't?
-What does he got that I don't?
-(All I know, you'll never love me)
-What has he got?
-What has he got?
-What has he got?
-(All I know, you'll never love me)
-What has he got?
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