i still overthink about you
Whispers of Unspoken Longings
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Staring at the corner of the sheets
Reflecting on a specific area of the bed
Wrinkles with no symmetry
Irregular folds without balance
Creases that will tell me all the things I'd never be
Imagining the wrinkles as a storyteller of unfulfilled aspirations
I just don't wanna know what's in front of me
Avoiding awareness of what lies ahead
Take off my glasses so i don't have to see
Removing glasses to intentionally avoid seeing
The look you give when you pass by me
Noting a specific expression received when encountered
A thousand people in a crowded room
Feeling isolated despite being in a crowded space
I'm still alone
Continued sense of loneliness
I try to keep it cool but it's so hard
Struggling to maintain composure in a challenging situation
I knew it'd be
Anticipating difficulty, as previously expected
I'm walking with both my legs fast asleep
Walking while emotionally numb or detached
Pins and needles tether me
Feeling constrained or controlled by emotions
I just don't wanna know what's in front of me
Reiterating the desire to remain unaware of the future
Take off my glasses so i don't have to see
Repeating the act of removing glasses to avoid seeing
A single thing besides what's right in front of me
Limiting attention to what's directly in front
Accuview oasis in my eyes
Referencing a brand of contact lenses, possibly for clarity
Don't see any end in sight
Expressing uncertainty about the future
Malcolm reruns on my tv screen, my therapy
Using TV and sitcoms as a form of therapeutic escape
Overthinking if you're into me
Contemplating and overanalyzing the level of interest from someone
Yes no maybe?
Pondering various possibilities of a relationship: yes, no, or maybe
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