Lyrics
Guess I'm gonna feel the kill I made
Contemplating the impact of a killing
And I'm gonna be a better man
Aspiring to become a better person despite the act
Even though I did not hesitate
Acknowledging lack of hesitation in committing the deed
Don't you know that I am afraid
Expressing fear and apprehension
Will I be a better man, i feel
Questioning personal growth and improvement
Will i see a life behind a crib
Wondering about the future, possibly family-related
Will it hurt, the liquid in my veins
Concerns about the pain associated with a lethal injection
Will the nurse look me in the eyes
Speculating about the nurse's reaction during the process
Guess I made a trip
Reflecting on a journey or experience
Guess I am still trippin'
Continuation of a mental or emotional journey
Am I still a freak
Questioning one's identity and societal acceptance
Even if I don't deserve it
Doubting personal worthiness of understanding
Guess I made a trip
Reiteration of a journey or experience
Guess I am still trippin'
Continuation of mental or emotional turbulence
And I feel it burning burning burning burning
Intense feelings, possibly guilt or regret
Guess I'm gonna feel the kill I made
Revisiting the impact of a committed killing
And I'm gonna be a better man
Striving for personal improvement despite actions
Even though I did not hesitate
Acknowledging lack of hesitation in the past
Don't you know that I am afraid
Expressing ongoing fear and anxiety
30 years and i'm still in here
Reflecting on a lengthy period of incarceration
30 years full of misery
Summarizing three decades of suffering
30 years and it's not enough
Implying a desire for more time despite hardship
I just hope i'm gonna see my daughter again
Hoping for a reunion with a daughter
Ain't no body glad to stay
Expressing dissatisfaction with staying alive
Putting an old guy to sleep
Describing the process of executing an elderly person
Staring at some empty chairs
Observing surroundings, possibly in a prison context
I wanna see my daughter again
Reiterating the strong desire to see a daughter
Guess I'm gonna feel the kill I made
Revisiting the emotional impact of a committed killing
And I'm gonna be a better man
Striving for personal growth despite past actions
Even though I did not hesitate
Acknowledging lack of hesitation in the past
Don't you know that I am afraid
Expressing ongoing fear and anxiety
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