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I've waited, begged, bled, cried and done
I have endured, pleaded, bled, cried, and done
Everything I could for this
I've done everything possible for this
And I got nothing in return
Despite my efforts, I received nothing in return
I'm not giving you a speech about how
I won't apologize for failing; instead, I'll speak about
'I'm sorry that I've failed us'
The acknowledgment that I tried my best and
Because truthfully I tried my best and
You, not me, failed to fulfill your role
You're the one who never played your part
Questioning the amount of sacrifice required
How much blood do I need to give
Wondering how many nights I must endure
How many nights do I have to waste
Before I can move on from you
Before I can leave you behind
Tonight, I witness the demise of our connection
Tonight, I'm watching us die
Expressing the decision to leave and progress
I'm leaving, I'm moving
Hearing your call but not turning back
I still hear you calling my name
Rejecting association with you
My name doesn't belong in your mouth
Moving forward without dwelling on the past
But I'm not looking back
Reiteration of leaving and moving on
I'm leaving, I'm moving
Hearing your call, but not letting it affect me
I still hear you calling my name
Emphasizing the refusal to look back
My name doesn't belong in your mouth
Reflecting on the positive perception of you
But I'm not looking back anymore
Sadness about the unfortunate end of the relationship
I thought so highly of you
Acknowledging your constant presence in thoughts
And if anything I'm honestly just sad that we ended this way
Even with disagreements, feeling manipulated
You were always on my mind
Understanding one's importance to you
Even if we weren't on the best terms and I'm
Despite knowing, allowing mistreatment
Just another puppet to you
Accepting being treated poorly
And yeah I always knew how much I meant to you
Aware of one's significance but enduring pain
Yet I always, yet I always let you
Continuing to allow mistreatment
Put me in the dirt
Expressing deep suffering and degradation
Put me in the fucking dirt
Emphasizing the profound pain endured
How much blood do I need to give
Repeating the question of sacrifice
How many nights do I have to waste
Reiterating the nights wasted
Before I can leave you behind
Re-emphasizing the desire to move on
Tonight, I'm watching us die
Repetition of witnessing the relationship's end
I'm leaving, I'm moving
Reaffirming the decision to leave and progress
I still hear you calling my name
Hearing the call but rejecting association
My name doesn't belong in your mouth
Asserting that the name is not to be mentioned
But I'm not looking back
Reiteration of moving forward without looking back
I'm leaving, I'm moving
Reaffirming the decision to leave and progress
I still hear you calling my name
Hearing the call but rejecting association
My name doesn't belong in your mouth
Asserting that the name is not to be mentioned
But I'm not looking back anymore
Reiteration of not looking back
And as god as my witness
Swearing to a significant commitment
I'll tear out my heart
Expressing willingness to endure great pain
But I'm trying, I'm trying now
Acknowledging efforts to change
I'd forsake all the answers and go back to the start
Willing to abandon understanding for a fresh start
But I'm trying so hard to forget
Struggling to forget and move on
I'm leaving, I'm moving
Reiteration of leaving and progressing
I still hear you calling my name
Hearing the call without turning back
My name doesn't belong in your mouth
Emphasizing that the name should not be spoken
But I'm not looking back anymore
Reiteration of not looking back
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