Lyrics
You don't know how many endless nights
You are unaware of the countless nights I've experienced.
I spent thinking how long my life would last
I've spent time contemplating the duration of my life.
If one day I'd get everything that I ever asked
I wonder if my life would be fulfilling if I received all I desired.
I'm tired of living an average life
I'm weary of leading a mundane existence.
It just makes me wanna stop being alive
Living an ordinary life makes me consider ending my life.
If I cannot make it then I'd rather say goodbye
If I can't achieve my goals, I'd rather bid farewell.
The years went by
Time has passed.
And I thought I'd fly
I anticipated success and happiness.
But I don't know why
Despite my expectations, I'm unsure why things went wrong.
I lost all I had
I've lost everything I possessed.
A hole that keeps growing every time
Avoidance or emptiness increases with each passing moment.
My body, I don't even know if it's mine
My body feels disconnected, questioning its ownership.
Was I meant to live like this?
Am I destined to endure this kind of life?
I will lose my mind
The struggle may lead to a loss of sanity.
I lost many people dear to mine
I've lost people close to me.
I lost inspiration, I've lost my shine
Lost inspiration and the sparkle in my life.
Now I can't look back or I'll break my spine
Looking back might cause irreparable damage.
The weight of the world won't let me survive
The burdens of life make survival challenging.
The years went by
Time continues to pass.
And I thought I'd fly
Expectations of success persist, but reasons remain elusive.
But I don't know why
Uncertainty persists regarding the loss of everything.
I lost all I had
I'm left with nothing.
I don't wanna live no average life
I reject the idea of living an ordinary life.
No average life
I refuse to settle for an average life.
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