Night Owl
Conflicted Desires: A Night Owl's Tale of Shyness and Hope
Lyrics
Why do I feel so conflicted
Expressing inner turmoil or confusion
I'm not the right guy to make decisions
Acknowledging a lack of confidence in decision-making
I'm so surprised I fell for you so hard from the sky
Surprised at falling deeply in love quickly
Do I just say hi or how you doing?
Debating how to initiate a conversation
I guess I'm just too shy to even do it
Admitting shyness as a hindrance
I hope you don't notice me at very first sight
Expressing hope to go unnoticed initially
But I gave you a try so I said
Deciding to take a chance and say hello
"Hi there! What have you been doing after all this time?"
Initiating a conversation after a period of absence
Then my legs went to collapse as if I was a boneless guy
Feeling physically weak or nervous after initiating contact
Thirteen hours have passed, left on delivered
Not receiving a response after a significant time
I'm nervous of my own rejection
Concerned about the possibility of being rejected
I just hope the stress doesn't get straight to my head.
Expressing concern about stress affecting mental well-being
Streaming live, I hope I find some happiness
Seeking happiness through live streaming
As I always do from all your jokes and shit
Deriving joy from the person's sense of humor
I just hope you see my messages from your chat
Hoping for acknowledgment through messages
Sunrise, sunlight, so bright, still awake at dawn
Describing the brightness of sunrise while staying awake
Replacing all the moonlight, starlight, selenophile
Replacing nighttime thoughts with love for the person
But not as cheesy as my love for you girl
Playfully describing intense feelings for the person
Eyes wide, no sleep I get the feeling
Expressing insomnia and heightened awareness
I'm just too tired of obsessing over
Tired of obsessive thoughts, particularly about anime characters
Anime waifus, all day and night
Reference to excessive focus on anime characters
Deprived of sleep, too silly just to care nowgh
Indifference and silliness as a coping mechanism
Sunrise, sunlight, so bright, still awake at dawn
Reiteration of staying awake during sunrise
Replacing all the moonlight, starlight, selenophile
Continuing to replace nighttime thoughts with love
I can be your loving, caring night owl
Offering to be a caring and loving "night owl"
Sunrise, sunlight, so bright, still awake at dawn
Repeating the theme of staying awake at dawn
Replacing all the moonlight, starlight, I miss your smile
Expressing longing for the person's smile
I can be your loving, caring night owl
Reiterating the willingness to be a caring "night owl"
Eyes wide, no sleep, I get the feeling
Emphasizing the lack of sleep and persistent feelings
Still awake at dawn just waiting patiently
Waiting patiently for a response at dawn
All day, all night, but I fucked it up
Regretting a mistake that may have affected the connection
I guess you don't want me to be your night owl.
Perceiving a lack of desire from the person to be a "night owl"
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