clay wings

Clay Wings: Embracing Contradictions and Burning Bridges in the Pursuit of Self-Discovery
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Lyrics

I contradict

I often express contradictory thoughts or actions.

Myself too much

I contradict myself excessively.

For my own good

My contradictions are not beneficial for me.

I'm made of lust

I am primarily driven by desires related to love and passion.

For love and loss

I have a strong inclination toward both love and the pain of losing it.

And when I lose myself I'll set the grass ablaze

When I lose my sense of self, I become destructive and cause chaos.

I'll burn my face

I metaphorically harm myself or cause self-destruction.

July came through and I grew up in just a day

I rapidly matured or went through significant changes in a short period.

My wings are stuck inside the clay

I feel trapped or limited in my potential, unable to fully express myself.

And I could break out but I stay why must I stay?

Despite having the ability to break free, I choose to remain stuck for unknown reasons.

Elevation with a friend

I experience moments of higher perspective or enlightenment with a friend.

I keep losing all of them

I continuously lose connections or relationships.

August only just began

Even though it's early in August, I already yearn for what I've lost.

I already miss my hands

I miss the ability to manipulate or control things (symbolized by hands).

Rigor mortis fix my brain so I can level out my shoddy aim

I am rigid or inflexible in my thinking, seeking to stabilize my inconsistent aims.

I have a feeling you don't feel the same

I suspect you don't reciprocate the emotions I feel.

So do I trust my gut or do I walk away

I'm conflicted between trusting my instincts and walking away from the situation.

I move an inch

Even a small action from me could lead to a larger consequence.

The cracks will spread

I hope my vulnerabilities aren't noticeable to others.

Hope they can't hear

If exposed, my vulnerabilities could lead to negative consequences.

Or else I'm dead

I crossed a boundary or rule for the final time.

Stepped out of line a final time

My sense of self-importance or arrogance is growing.

My ego grows but now I'm right

I'm shutting myself off or ending something.

Turn out the light

I'm avoiding something, shutting myself away from it.

I run away

I'm escaping from a situation, but I'm not afraid of doing so.

But I'm not scared I run to change

I run towards change or growth, not out of fear.

What will I share?

I'm uncertain about what I should reveal or disclose.

And now I'm shamelessly myself

I'm shamelessly being true to myself.

I'm fucking drained

I'm emotionally exhausted or depleted.

Am I unwell

I question my mental or physical health.

Serotonin in the shell

I seek happiness or stability within myself.

I will dig myself through hell

I am willing to endure hardship to achieve my goals.

May is oh-so far away

I feel like a future event is distant or far away.

But tomorrow won't delay

Despite the delay of tomorrow, I'll persist or continue forward.

Dashing through the cloudless sky until I'm out of breath

I push myself relentlessly until exhaustion, neglecting rest.

And my wings are lacking rest

My wings (symbolic of potential or freedom) lack rejuvenation or recovery.

I know I didn't give much hope but when we're tying the rope

Although I didn't offer much hope, when faced with significant decisions or consequences, I wish to express affection or connection.

I wanna hold ur hand and say

In a critical moment, I want to express enjoyment or appreciation.

I had fun

Despite challenges, there's more to experience or explore.

We aren't done

I'm searching for something valuable or meaningful amidst difficult circumstances.

Lookin thru the trash so we can find one

In search of something memorable or worth cherishing.

For memory

A reminder of something cherished or beloved.

My lovely

I won't let go until my obligations or responsibilities are fulfilled.

I won't let it go until my job's done

I'm committed to completing my tasks before letting go or moving on.

The lyrics of this song contain explicit content.
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