Conscience
Escaping Shadows: Unveiling the Emotional Journey in Scumflower's 'Conscience'
Lyrics
I want to get away from here
I desire to escape from my current situation.
It really hasn't been my year
This year has been challenging for me.
I wasted the best version of myself on you
I invested the best version of myself in a relationship with you.
Can't get out of this routine, sleeping in till 2
I'm stuck in a monotonous routine, waking up late until 2 PM.
Broke my back, just to hold you up
I exerted significant effort to support you.
And now I'm drinking from an overfilled cup
Despite my efforts, I feel overwhelmed and unfulfilled.
I want to disappear, but not stop living
I wish to vanish but not cease to live.
Take a few years, start a new beginning
I contemplate taking a few years to initiate a fresh start.
I wonder how you feel
I am curious about your emotional state.
Is your conscience still light?
Do you still have a light conscience?
Or does it eat up at you every single night?
Or does guilt consume you every night?
And I should have known, you never really felt right
I realize you never truly felt right for me.
But it doesn't stop me thinking 'bout how you held me so tight
But memories of how you held me tight persist in my thoughts.
Broke my back, just to hold you up
I sacrificed a lot to support you.
And now I'm drinking from an overfilled cup
Despite that, I feel overwhelmed and unfulfilled.
I want to disappear, but not stop living
I want to disappear but continue living.
Take a few years, start a new beginning
I consider taking a few years to start anew.
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