Lyrics
So the sun will give me cancer
Expressing concern about the sun causing cancer.
If I don't have it already
Suspecting the possibility of already having cancer.
From the years now of chain-smoking
Reflecting on years of chain-smoking and its potential health impact.
Cigarettes together slowly
Alluding to a shared history of slowly smoking cigarettes together.
I'm a mess
Acknowledging personal struggles and difficulties.
I confess
Confessing to being a mess.
So don't look so upset
Asking others not to appear too upset when inquiring about well-being.
When you ask how I've been
Preparing for a response about trying to improve.
And I say trying to do better
Stating the ongoing effort to do better in life.
Well you can have the car
Offering to relinquish material possessions like car, house, kids, etc.
The house
-The kids
-Two car garage
-Right on the lake
-I threw my phone in
Symbolically detaching from communication by throwing the phone into the lake.
Cause there's some calls I can't take
-You could have a big TV with a fuck off price tag
Describing extravagant possessions and choices made.
An appointment with a hooker
-And a fake Chanel hand bag
-Oh no
Expressing regret or dismay about repeating past actions.
Oh no
-Oh no
-I did it again
Admitting to not being true to oneself, striving to change, but facing challenges.
Oh no
-Oh no
-Oh no
-I'm not who I said
-But I'm trying to be
Expressing the intention to change despite facing significant obstacles.
But the mountain is steep
-I just wanted to see
Wanting to witness someone overcoming challenges and getting back on their feet.
You get back on your feet
-I don't wanna go change it all again
Expressing reluctance or weariness towards making significant life changes again.
I lost my love I lost my friends
Reflecting on personal losses and hoping for forgiveness in the pursuit of a meaningful life.
I see the other side of a life worth living
-I just hope that it's forgiving
-Punch me in
Describing a journey, possibly metaphorical, involving a meadow and self-discovery.
Somewhere in the middle
-I've been here
-Since I was little
-I'll run
-Into a meadow
-I'll find what
-You had about you
-That made
-It an affliction
-When I had
-All this affection
-Oh no
Expressing remorse or frustration for repeating past mistakes and not being true to oneself.
I did it again
-Oh no
-I'm not who I said
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