Lyrics
I can't remember where I went before
I can't recall my previous state or location.
I didn't know if I could make it through the door
I was unsure if I could enter or handle something.
I'm coming out of it
I'm emerging from a difficult situation.
and it's alright now
Now, everything is fine.
I see the day again
I can see and experience life's moments again.
and smell its sweetness
I can perceive its beauty.
The other night I got in a fight
I was involved in a conflict recently.
I struck someone cause he was in my light
I hit someone because they obstructed me.
I'd never done that
That action was new to me.
I was losing it
I felt like I was losing control.
Saw my reflection
I saw myself in a reflection.
and I cut my first
I made my first self-inflicted cut.
Poured the potion down the silver drain
I disposed of something precious.
I pulled my collar up against the rain
I shielded myself from the rain.
My hair was getting long
My appearance was changing.
and hard to recognize
I became difficult to recognize.
I made a blood pact
I made a solemn promise.
and then I stepped outside
Then, I went outside.
So, I don't know what's ahead
I'm uncertain about the future.
So, I don't know
I'm still uncertain.
But oh, there's nowhere else to go
I feel like I have no other options.
oh, there's nowhere else to go
Emphasizing the feeling of having no alternative paths.
oh, there's nowhere else to go
-oh, there's nowhere else to go
-There's so many things I wish I'd said
I regret not expressing myself.
and let out all of the bullshit in my head
I wish to release my inner thoughts.
Even though I know
Even if I reveal them now,
if I show you now
It might be too late.
it might be too late
I have little to lose.
nothing to lose now
I was frozen in it, what it was
Imagining a positive future.
with rosy visions of what was to come
I'm moving past it, and now it's okay.
but I'm coming out of it
Because I made a serious commitment
and now it's alright
Before stepping outside.
cause I made a blood pact
before I stepped outside
I'm uncertain about what lies ahead.
So, I don't know what's ahead
Reiterating uncertainty about the future.
So, I don't know what's ahead
-So, I don't know
Continuing uncertainty.
But oh, there's nowhere else to go
Emphasizing the feeling of having no alternative paths.
oh, there's nowhere else to go
-oh, there's nowhere else to go
-oh, there's nowhere else to go
-There's nowhere else to go
Reiterating the feeling of having nowhere else to go.
There's nowhere else to go
-There's nowhere else to go
Emphasizing that there's truly no other direction.
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