Lyrics
I let the sun into my room today
I allowed positivity or light (symbolized by the sun) into my space.
It's been awhile since I've felt this awake
It has been a long time since I felt so alert or alive.
Am I manic or am I doing better
Questioning whether the heightened energy is due to being manic or an improvement in mental well-being.
Growing up or smoking until everything's a blur
Contemplating the contrast between the responsibilities of growing up and the escapism of smoking until reality becomes unclear.
What's the weather like today
Inquiring about the current atmospheric conditions.
I want the rain to wash me away
Expressing a desire for rain to metaphorically cleanse or purify.
The clouds are coming in as we speak
Observing the arrival of clouds, potentially symbolizing impending emotional heaviness or difficulties.
It's supposed to rain for the fourth time this week
Anticipating rain for the fourth time in the week, suggesting a recurring emotional release.
Am I manic or am I doing better
Reiterating the earlier question about mental state—manic or improvement.
Growing up or smoking until everything's a blur
Revisiting the theme of contrasting adulthood responsibilities with the numbing effects of smoking.
What's the weather like today
Repeating the question about the current weather conditions.
I want the rain to wash me away
Reiterating the desire for rain as a symbolic act of purification.
Cleanse me of my guilt and take me home
Seeking cleansing from guilt and expressing a longing to return home.
Say goodbye to a life that I've always known
Saying farewell to a familiar life, possibly hinting at a major life change or transformation.
What's the weather like today
Repeating the question about the current weather conditions.
I want the rain to wash me away
Reiterating the desire for rain as a symbolic act of purification.
Cleanse me of my guilt and take me home
Expressing the need to be cleansed from guilt and the desire to return home.
Say goodbye to a life that I've always known
Repeating the farewell to a known life, underlining the significance of the impending change.
What's the weather like today (like today)
Repeating the question about the current weather conditions, emphasizing the immediacy of the desire for change.
I want the rain to wash me away (wash me away)
Reiterating the longing for rain to wash away current emotions or situations.
Cleanse me of my guilt and take me home (take me home)
Expressing the desire to be cleansed from guilt and to return home, intensifying the emotional plea.
Say goodbye to a life that I've always known (I've always known)
Repeating the farewell to the familiar life, emphasizing the emotional weight of saying goodbye.
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