The Worst of Me
Redemption Unveiled: The Struggle Within
Lyrics
I'm looking up to God
I'm seeking guidance or help from God.
But only see the sun
Despite seeking God, I only perceive the mundane or ordinary things.
I think I'm going blind
I feel like I'm losing my ability to perceive things clearly.
In search of salvation
I'm searching for redemption or deliverance.
I'm starring at your face
I'm gazing at your face while metaphorically letting go of my emotional burden or releasing my pain.
And unloading my gun
I'm metaphorically releasing my emotional distress or pain.
I do this to every one
I repeat this behavior with everyone, perhaps trivializing their images or memories for my own amusement.
Of your pictures just for fun
I manipulate or play around with pictures of you for fun.
And it's too bad
It's unfortunate
That the worst of me
The worst aspects of my character have negatively impacted the best parts of you.
Destroyed the best of you
I've caused harm or damage to the better parts of you.
You don't believe me
You don't trust or believe my words.
But I had nothing to prove
I had no need or obligation to prove anything.
I'm no one's hero
I don't perceive myself as a hero to anyone.
Shit, I'm just starting to learn
I'm just starting to realize this fact about myself.
Most people in this world
Many people pretend to care or be interested in others.
Pretend to be concerned
People often feign concern for others.
And I'm trying not to feel
I'm attempting not to feel remorse for the wrongdoing I've committed.
The guilt that I have earned
I feel guilty for my actions.
Innocent people stood
People who were blameless suffered due to my actions.
On bridges I have burned
I've damaged relationships or connections.
And it's too bad
It's regrettable.
That the worst of me
The worst parts of me have adversely affected the best parts of you.
Destroyed the best of you
You don't have faith or trust in what I'm saying.
You don't believe
I didn't have any necessity to prove myself to you.
But I had nothing to prove
(Empty line)
Oh I have nothing to prove to you
I have no obligation or necessity to demonstrate my worth to you.
I still have nothing to prove to you
I'm reiterating that I don't need to prove myself to you.
It's too bad
(Reiteration) It's unfortunate.
That the worst of me
The negative aspects of my character have damaged or ruined the positive aspects of you.
Destroyed the best of you
You lack belief or trust in my assertions.
You don't believe me
I had no need to establish my credibility to you.
But I had nothing to prove
(Empty line)
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