Guilty
Struggling with Insecurity: Guilty of Hidden Feelings
Lyrics
You know me
You are familiar with my character
I like to keep some things to myself
I prefer keeping certain aspects of my life private
I like to pretend that there’s no one else
I like to act as if there is no one else around
Truth is I’m struggling
In reality, I am facing difficulties
Guilty
I feel a sense of guilt
Guilty of feeling so insecure
I am guilty of experiencing insecurity
Could you be dreaming of something more?
Are you imagining something beyond what we have?
Or maybe just not me
Perhaps you desire someone else, not me
What do you want from me?
What are your expectations from me?
You beg for honesty
You ask for truthfulness
Let me pack up my shame
Allow me to confront and deal with my feelings of guilt
I’ve had this thought so long
I've been contemplating this for a while
I’m hoping that I’m wrong
I hope my thoughts are incorrect
But that won’t make it change
However, merely hoping won't bring about change
I don’t want you near my best friends brother
I prefer you to stay away from my best friend's brother
I don’t want you near my best friends brother, no
I emphasize my reluctance for you to be close to my best friend's brother
Truths out
The truth is revealed
I’m so sick of my own jealousy
I am tired of my own feelings of jealousy
There’s no way your blind to what I see
It's unlikely that you are oblivious to what I perceive
So are you happy now?
Are you content with the situation now?
Scary
I find myself in distressing mental states
Scary places I go in my mind
I consciously subject myself to such thoughts regularly
I do this to myself it’s all the time
Confirm if you now understand my perspective
Tell me you get it now
What are your expectations from me?
What do you want from me?
You ask for truthfulness once again
You beg for honesty
Let me confront and handle my feelings of guilt
Let me pack up my shame
I've been grappling with this idea for a while
I’ve had this thought so long
I hope I am mistaken in my thoughts
I’m hoping that I’m wrong
Mere hope won't bring about a change in the situation
But that won’t make it change
I prefer you to stay away from my best friend's brother
I don’t want you near my best friends brother
I emphasize my reluctance for you to be close to my best friend's brother
I don’t want you near my best friends brother, no
I prefer you to stay away from my best friend's brother
I don’t want you near my best friends brother
I emphasize my reluctance for you to be close to my best friend's brother
I don’t want you near my best friends brother, no
I prefer you to stay away from my best friend's brother
Remember when he caught your eye
Recall the moment when he attracted your attention
Well I was watching, dead inside
While you were captivated, I was emotionally numb
I’m barely hanging on
I am barely holding on emotionally
I really hope I’m wrong
I sincerely hope that my assumptions are incorrect
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