OCULTA
Unveiling Shadows: Sean Eldon's OCULTA Revelations
Lyrics
One step away from pulling the plug
Expressing a close proximity to ending a situation or relationship
You punish me and prove me right
Experiencing punishment that confirms one's beliefs
Take up residence in the invisible sense
Choosing to exist in a hidden or unnoticed way
And watch me like you think you don't see me
Feeling observed despite the appearance of being unnoticed
Hiding away in plainest of sights
Remaining concealed in plain view
The tumbleweeds among the muck
Being in a challenging or unpleasant environment
Disregard that I plainly know what you're like
Ignoring the obvious knowledge of someone's nature
Pretending that you don't give a fuck
Pretending indifference or apathy
Ignore the feed of rapture and glee
Disregarding moments of joy and happiness
But log away the hours I spent
Recording and remembering time invested
The up and above of being in love
Highlighting the positive aspects of being in love
Run down by certain malcontent
Feeling defeated by a discontented person
Cunt hair away from cold-shouldering
Very close to being ignored or excluded
The shoulder that I lent to cry
Offering support and comfort, but facing rejection
Think that I don't know that you know what I'm like
Awareness that the other person understands one's true nature
Obsessing over what mortifies me
Fixating on things that cause embarrassment or shame
Scabbing and scarred, yeah you're guilty as charged
Having visible wounds and being guilty of a crime
Of felony loitering
Engaging in a serious offense of lingering without purpose
Sharpening the knife, working backwards through life
Metaphorically preparing for harm or betrayal
Pretending that I never existed
Pretending as if one never existed
Hey, I know you're up
Acknowledging someone's presence during a specific time
'Cos I seen you as such
Having observed the other person in a certain state
What about me
Expressing confusion or frustration about oneself
Like what the fuck
Questioning the situation or expressing disbelief
Can you just say what
Requesting straightforward communication
And if you may give up the games
Considering giving up on complex interactions
Swear I might do the same
Expressing a willingness to reciprocate changes
But that's just me
Acknowledging personal tendencies or characteristics
I said as much
Confirming a previous statement or assertion
Can you just say what
Reiterating the need for clear communication
Until we're made up
Waiting for reconciliation or resolution
Can you just say what
Insisting on straightforward communication for resolution
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