Violent
Spiraling into Chaos: Unveiling the Depths of Inner Struggle
Lyrics
Out of myself, out of myself
Feeling detached from oneself, losing self-awareness or identity.
I`m losing the feeling of heart-rate control
Experiencing a lack of control over one's heartbeat, suggesting heightened anxiety or stress.
Whispers from the depth of the mirrors
Hearing mysterious whispers originating from the reflections in mirrors.
Make me stretch the corner of wall
Feeling compelled to extend one's perception beyond the confines of a room or space.
It's the beginning of truth, the beginning of woe
Marking the commencement of truth and sorrow.
The beginning of chase - the eyes haunt me
The start of a pursuit where haunting eyes follow, potentially symbolic of internal struggles.
And I'm running away, running away, running away from myself
Escaping from oneself, possibly indicative of avoiding inner conflicts or facing personal demons.
Stopped in the tunnel and no light that may lead
Being in a dark, uncertain situation without a guiding light.
Never depended on the voices in me
Rejecting reliance on inner voices, suggesting a desire for independence or autonomy.
Sick brain, motherfucking - obey
Describing a troubled mind that is rebellious and resistant to control.
And the head on a rope
Metaphorically portraying the mind as hanging by a thread, possibly in a precarious state.
Empty vessels are taking away my hope
Feeling demoralized as hopes are taken away by empty or unfulfilling experiences.
I crawl like a spider, like a slider
Crawling with a sense of vulnerability and stealth, akin to a spider or slider.
Taking the bullet to crash the paranoid abusement
Taking drastic measures (bullet) to confront or end abusive thoughts or behaviors.
I am going fucking down, down, down
Descending into a negative emotional state, possibly despair or hopelessness.
Voices are getting extremely insane
Voices becoming increasingly irrational or disturbing.
Self-impacting victims of violence
People who are impacted by their own violence, possibly alluding to internal struggles.
Are playing the game
Engaging in a destructive game, reflecting self-destructive tendencies.
Changing the general masterplan
Disrupting the established plan or order, suggesting rebellion against societal norms.
Crashing obeying and no limits ahead
Breaking free from obedience and disregarding limits.
Truth gets naked by the pressure of violence
Revealing truth under the pressure of violence, exposing harsh realities.
Bullet turns a soul into stain
A bullet transforming a soul, leaving a lasting mark or stain.
My vein is naked,
Expressing vulnerability, with one's innermost self laid bare.
My essence is out of control
Losing control over one's essence or core identity.
Play with me in violence
Inviting participation in violence, possibly as a form of coping or confrontation.
Going down, down, down
Continuing a descent into negativity or turmoil.
Voices are getting extremely insane
Voices intensifying, indicating heightened inner turmoil or conflicting thoughts.
Self-impacting victims of violence
Self-inflicted victims of violence, portraying internal struggles.
Are playing the game
Engaging in a destructive game, reflecting self-destructive tendencies (repeated).
Changing the general masterplan
Disrupting the established plan or order, suggesting rebellion against societal norms (repeated).
Crashing obeying and no limits ahead
Breaking free from obedience and disregarding limits (repeated).
Truth gets naked by the pressure of violence
Revealing truth under the pressure of violence, exposing harsh realities (repeated).
Bullet turns a soul into stain
A bullet leaving a permanent mark on the soul (repeated).
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