Lost and Found
Navigating Shadows: Lost and Found
Lyrics
Hold me up
Seek support or assistance
Sit me down
Settle or ground me
Wait hold on that thought
Pause for a moment
Was it all
Was everything experienced
A dream?
Questioning if it was a dream
An infinite loop or fantasy?
Wondering if it was a recurring cycle or an imagination
I lied I lied
Confession of lying
Messed it up every single night
Repeatedly disrupted situations during each night
And I liked how I lied
Enjoyed the act of lying despite the consequences
Said Everything will be just fine
Falsely assured that things would improve
I don't want to be lost but
Desire not to be directionless, yet also not to be discovered
I don't want to be found
Ambivalence towards being found or identified
I'm aware of the cost
Understanding the price of actions or choices
All became too real
Reality became overwhelming
Gone as fast as I can
Attempting to depart swiftly
Leave the fates to deal
Letting destiny handle situations
Breath it in
Take a deep breath and release me
Let me out
Request to be freed or released
When does it begin
Questioning the commencement
Made it up
Fabricated or invented within the mind
In my head
Realizing that the passion or excitement has vanished
Finding that the spark was dead
Admitting to deceit in the relationship
I lied, I lied
Repeated admission of dishonesty
This would always be you and I
Belief that the relationship was constant
I liked how I lied
Enjoyed deceiving oneself about having more time
Believing there was little more time
Belief that there was a limited time left
I don't want to be lost but
Not desiring to feel directionless but also not seeking discovery
I don't want to be found
Ambivalent about being recognized or acknowledged
I'm aware of the cost
Understanding the consequences of actions or choices
All became too real
Reality became overwhelming
Gone as fast as I can
Attempting to depart swiftly
Leave the fates to deal
Letting destiny handle situations
I lied, I lied
Repeated admission of dishonesty
The lights don't shine wherever i go
Feeling like there's no brightness in life's path
I liked how I lied
Enjoyed deceiving oneself
Pretending like I didn't know
Pretended ignorance or unawareness
I don't want to be lost but
Not desiring to feel directionless but also not seeking discovery
I don't want to be found
Ambivalent about being recognized or acknowledged
I'm aware of the cost
Understanding the consequences of actions or choices
All became too real
Reality became overwhelming
Gone as fast as I can
Attempting to depart swiftly
Leave the fates to deal
Letting destiny handle situations
I don't want to be lost
Not desiring to feel directionless
I don't want to be found
Ambivalent about being recognized or acknowledged
I'm aware of the cost
Understanding the consequences of actions or choices
It all became too real
Reality became overwhelming
Gone as fast as I can
Attempting to depart swiftly
Leave the fates to deal
Letting destiny handle situations
I don't want to be lost
Not desiring to feel directionless
I don't want to be found
Ambivalent about being recognized or acknowledged
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