Lyrics
If she comes back on her own I'll know it's real
If she returns willingly, it confirms the authenticity of the relationship.
I can't control the way she feels
Unable to influence her emotions or reactions.
I'm getting lonely
Feeling isolated and lacking companionship.
Bad thoughts try to run me out but I'll wait around
Struggling against negative thoughts but still waiting for her.
Maybe she wants a different story
Speculating if she desires a different narrative or situation.
Maybe I'm just too boring
Considering oneself uninteresting as a possible reason for her absence.
I'm holding onto things she told me
Clutching onto memories and words she shared.
Second guessing all the fun we had
Doubting and reconsidering the enjoyment they once had together.
I hope she comes back
Expressing a desire for her return.
I keep turning stones just to find out where she ran to
Searching persistently for her whereabouts.
Is she there alone or did he take up the mantle
Questioning whether she's alone or involved with someone else.
Bury me forlorn in this hole
Feeling abandoned and desolate.
She can't look back
Recognizing her inability to look back or return.
I understand we can never be the same
Accepting that things can't revert to how they were.
Let go of all we used to lack
Letting go of previous deficiencies or shortcomings.
It's in the past
Acknowledging that the past cannot be changed.
Maybe we can make a new story
Considering the possibility of creating a new narrative or relationship.
Maybe one that ends with both of us
Desiring a future where both parties are together.
I know I'm not all that boring
Realizing one's own worth and not being entirely uninteresting.
All the time i used to make you laugh
Reflecting on past moments of bringing joy and laughter.
Can you remember that
Asking if she recalls those moments of laughter.
I keep turning stones just to find a different answer
Continuing the search for a different explanation or resolution.
I know I won't but it's hard to end this chapter
Admitting the difficulty in closing this chapter despite knowing it's necessary.
Is she coming home
Questioning if she'll return home.
I don't know
Expressing uncertainty regarding her return.
I keep turning stones just to find out where she ran to
Continuing the relentless search for her whereabouts.
Is she there alone or did he take up the mantle
Reiterating the uncertainty about her situation.
Bury me forlorn in this hole
Feeling abandoned and desolate, repeating the sentiment from earlier.
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