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You won't go home
You resist leaving unless I explicitly instruct you to do so.
Unless I tell you when you leave
You don't decline; instead, you enjoy pleading and begging.
You won't say no
You refrain from saying no; you prefer expressing your desires through pleas.
Instead you love to beg and plead
Your inclination is towards begging rather than refusal.
Now say my name
Utter my name, but do it gently and quietly.
But say it nice and quietly
Express my name with kindness and restraint.
And don't make the next time sound the same
Ensure the next time you say my name is distinct from the previous one.
I know you love
You enjoy it when I communicate my preferences to you.
When I tell you what I like
I struggle with being passive and agreeable.
And I'm not good
I cannot admit when I am wrong.
At sitting back and playing nice
Being passive is not my forte; I prefer being assertive.
I can't admit
I find it challenging to acknowledge my mistakes.
When I know that I'm not right
Even when I'm aware of being wrong, I find it hard to admit.
'Cause I love it when you pay the price
I derive pleasure when you face consequences for your actions.
I'm fighting with my head but I know
I'm conflicted within myself, but I understand.
I love it when you can't say no
I enjoy when you cannot refuse my requests.
I'm fighting with my head and it shows
My internal struggle is apparent, revealing my conflicting feelings.
that I don't wanna see you go
I don't want to witness your departure.
You say it's wrong
You assert it's inappropriate to have to extract information from me.
To have to drag it out of me
I'm emotionally guarded, though not intentionally.
I'm so closed off (I'm so closed off)
Despite appearing closed off, it's not my intention to be so.
But I don't really mean to be
Even with my emotional barriers, you choose to stay.
And still you stay
You find satisfaction in the pain associated with our relationship.
'Cause you take pleasure from the pain
You don't genuinely desire for me to change despite the challenges.
And you don't really want me to change
I'm fighting with my head but I know
Internal conflict persists, but I understand the situation.
I love it when you can't say no
I take pleasure when you can't resist my requests.
I'm fighting with my head and it shows
My internal struggle is evident, signaling my reluctance to see you leave.
that I don't wanna see you go
And I love the push and pull
I enjoy the dynamic of attraction and repulsion in our relationship.
And you're tearing at my soul
Your actions are affecting me deeply, tearing at my inner self.
I'm fighting with my head but I know
Despite the internal conflict, I appreciate the situation.
I love it when you can't say
I'm fighting with my head and it shows
My internal struggle indicates my desire for you to stay.
that I don't wanna see you go
I'm fighting with my head but I know (I'm so closed off)
My emotional barriers, though unintentional, persist.
I love it when you can't say no
I derive satisfaction when you cannot refuse my requests.
I'm fighting with my head and it shows
My internal conflict reflects my reluctance to witness your departure.
that I don't wanna see you go
That I don't wanna see you go
I do not want to see you go.
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