10pm
Midnight Melancholy: Embracing Pain and Solitude in 10 PM's Reflection
Lyrics
10 PM in your bedroom
Reflecting on a specific moment at 10 PM in a bedroom.
Didn't know that it would come to
Expressing surprise or realization about an unexpected situation.
What I feel at this time pain is coming
Feeling emotional pain during this time.
No way I can hide
Acknowledging the inability to conceal or escape from the pain.
Painted in sute my fingers trace these lines
Describing a tactile experience of tracing lines, possibly metaphorical.
What I give for one more night
Expressing a desire for another night or experience.
I mean it's just one more time
Emphasizing the importance of one more chance or opportunity.
Then i'm giving up i miss that feeling
Contemplating giving up due to missing a particular feeling.
Think i'm better off alone
Considering the possibility of being better off alone.
I don't wanna talk unless I got to
Expressing a reluctance to communicate unless necessary.
She told me when you back inside
Recalling advice or a warning from someone.
The city imma haunt you
Anticipating haunting experiences upon returning to the city.
I like it better on my own
Preferring solitude and independence.
It's not that I don't love you
Acknowledging love but asserting a personal choice.
I told her i'd take care of it
Making a commitment to take care of a situation.
She said to me I trust you last time
Referring to a past breach of trust.
Was the last time for the third time
Highlighting the finality of a past event.
I think you encourage it she said
Suspecting encouragement of negative behavior.
It's in her birth sign yuh
Attributing behavior to astrological or personality traits.
Better slow down when passing
Advising caution when dealing with potential dangers.
By these landmines yuh
Using metaphorical "landmines" to represent potential hazards.
I dodge her and she get
Avoiding a person or situation, possibly to prevent conflict.
Me on the landline yuh
Communication issues, possibly symbolized by a landline.
Can you see my pain tonight?
Pleading for understanding or empathy regarding emotional pain.
Say it’ll get better over time
Seeking reassurance that things will improve with time.
Can you see these thoughts of mine?
Sharing inner thoughts and struggles.
Lost my hope while I cry
Expressing a sense of hopelessness and despair.
I don’t know but I’m going through it
Admitting uncertainty about the ongoing situation.
Pour it all away i wish I could prove it
Wishing to dispel or alleviate the pain.
Give my all but you see through it
Frustration at not being fully understood despite sincere efforts.
Problems are a void and I can’t remove it
Viewing problems as a persistent and inescapable emptiness.
Tried so hard but I can’t do it
Putting in considerable effort but facing insurmountable challenges.
Need another chance but you won’t do that
Desiring another opportunity for redemption or change.
Tried to find another way but I blew that
Reflecting on a missed chance and feeling regret.
Now I’m afraid of my future
Fearing the unknown or upcoming events.
10 PM in your bedroom
Repeating the reflection on the specific moment at 10 PM in a bedroom.
Didn't know that it would come to
Reiterating surprise or realization about an unexpected situation.
What I feel at this time pain is coming
Reiterating the experience of feeling emotional pain at this time.
No way I can hide
Reaffirming the impossibility of hiding from the pain.
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