Lyrics
How long would you wait for me
Asking about the duration someone would wait for the speaker.
If you believe in an afterlife stay with me
Inviting the listener to stay with the speaker if they believe in an afterlife.
If I die first how long would you lay with me
Questioning how long the listener would stay with the speaker if the speaker were to die first.
Pretty girls like you won't change a thing
Acknowledging that attractive individuals like the listener won't bring about meaningful change.
You're to perfect to change for me
Expressing that the listener is too perfect to alter their ways for the speaker.
So I'll just lay here in my misery
Indicating the speaker's decision to endure misery without expecting the listener to change.
You're okay with knowing that I can't fall asleep
Noting the listener's acceptance of the speaker's inability to sleep.
I want you cause you feel like death to me
Desiring the listener because they evoke a sense of death in the speaker.
My brain needs some rest baby
Expressing a need for rest for the speaker's brain.
The voices in my head hate medication
Stating that the voices in the speaker's head dislike medication.
Did you really let em' see you naked
Questioning if the listener revealed their vulnerability by being seen naked.
You said you only wanted him because I made you hate me
Attributing the listener's choice to be with someone else to the speaker's actions causing hatred.
Heard you sleeping around again
Noting rumors of the listener being involved with others.
You're just like all your friends
Comparing the listener to their friends, suggesting a negative similarity.
You make me hate myself
Expressing that the listener's presence leads to self-hatred for the speaker.
Again and again and again and again and again
Repeating the theme of self-hatred and the negative impact of the listener.
and again and again
Continuation of the repetition, emphasizing the persistence of negative feelings.
No matter what you take off
Indicating that no matter what the listener reveals, others won't see them as the speaker does.
They won't see you like I have
Asserting that others won't perceive the listener as intimately as the speaker does.
Does he know your bright smile comes with a dark past
Questioning if someone else is aware of the listener's dark past behind their bright smile.
I made you feel like your scars don't even look bad
Claiming to have minimized the impact of the listener's scars, making them feel less severe.
I was never scared of the dark just scared to look back
Expressing a lack of fear of the dark but a reluctance to revisit the past.
A failed suicide makes an awkward ride home
Suggesting an unsuccessful suicide attempt and the awkwardness that follows.
I'll probably just lie and say I'm accident prone
Contemplating a lie about being accident-prone to avoid addressing the failed suicide.
I guess I don't excite you no more
Expressing a belief that the speaker no longer excites the listener.
The butterflies died when you went through my phone
Implying that the trust died when the listener went through the speaker's phone.
It didn't have to end like this no
Expressing regret about the relationship ending in this manner.
I doubt there's any room left in your friendzone
Doubting there's any room for reconciliation in the friendzone.
So who's the lucky man taking my best friend from me
Questioning who the fortunate person is, taking the speaker's best friend (the listener) away.
Who would've known my trust for you would be my enemy
Reflecting on the unexpected betrayal of trust by the listener.
Heard you sleeping around again
Repeating rumors of the listener being involved with others.
You're just like all your friends
Reiterating the negative comparison of the listener to their friends.
You make me hate myself
Expressing the recurring self-hatred caused by the listener.
Again and again and again and again and again
Repeating the cycle of self-hatred and the listener's negative impact.
and again and again
Continuation of the repetition, emphasizing the persistent negative emotions.
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